You listening to some people whom saying you be encouraged, or you encouraged others, or be courageous in life ....

You got scared, you got frighten, or you got disappointed.

So how do you run through your own emotion statues, some people knew that, or you yourself knowing you yourself never expected to be God one day?! 

Oneness with God, sorry.....the religion is not the enlightenment. You looking at these birds, you looking at these otters, they also have the pride how they stand in that camera, you know that?! The pride of doing their jobs to make their channels better!