Correct, I say you start with the boiling things until you are so confident. I also have no one to teach me.

But when people are in hungry mode, and you stood there you cannot get fast to turn on the stove, to boil some pasta, some oil heated up, or coming up something everyone eats the same. I usually just with 1 ex or my mother or me by myself living all these time. 

Sometimes you get upset on the phone, that one meal you skip at night? You don't eat something?! You want to slim it down the weight. You know what I mean, you take care of your own health, you have to believe that you are the person taking care of yourself its the most important things.

You take care of yourself.