When I was young, I was in the private school for a very long time. And the junction to grow tall, I was never being taught, we need to think how to grow taller during those time, so my height is the only medium in this society to sit in the office chair easily or staring at this monitor to process every people's paper work. A girl has the period later on. It has becoming a very task that every month in my life, I feel in pain.
Pretend if this eternity, a guy supposes to figure it out as a doctor why the women is so painful, they will say in their life, they have never imagined how to get married, and to have sex, and to use the body to have the kids, and every month is already so dreadful to keep the pain and keep the period.
If any normal healthier guy, were to re-think that life, of every life....
"How come you don't get rid of your pain? Your body has that responses its to signal ....so you always pays that attention and seeks help, its to minimize the pain."
But no one from that side will ever say that to me. A man or a guy.
It can be just a none related Mexican those sport althele those looking, a Latin. Its never connect, a world never reach, between that one side reality will never end to an Asian side of the height, or the look, or the skin tone.
When I grew up.
Its a very very fix studying environment, and everyone binds to that we called them "tight and rigid" concept, and studying studying studying method. We have a very fix word for that. So in America, they tell you there is an American pie, or the American dream where people sail on the boat, it is not necessary to become Tesla, but that is where he was from.
So does nick this life.
So was my family in this life.
And Jesus will arrive or they know it is arriving statues.
When you grew up to where your parents always your parents, and you know that yourself, what people believe, and that life isn't that much difference to each of these hallway.
I think mine is more of his hair......not necessary these hallway supposes to be embellish like the France those. Its all barren painted wall with.....those ceiling corner those, edges, makes 4 a rectangle. It might be that is what he likes, or that is another conversation if any reality calls on that.....his family history. That is very scary getting near to where about....or they literally show up !
You didn't think those world can exist. They will never think like that ....what if a vampire shows up. A black smoke comes up, a portal someone walking out, and those sleek human in their happy office, like Bill Gates those.
That is what the TV tells them, or that is what others register..... = I am just a civilian.
In front of the million's people, I say, "There is a flower!"
In America, they are so fat, so burden, so in a rush, and you can tell their station no one reacts. I been to the NYC that station. You might gone to yours in Europe. No one will react, or everyone just a lot relax, and the Europe working schedule is in the afternoon after 3, the tea time.
And some people because they don't need to be alert, in that space, its a fix their world, "oh okay!", but they need to stay in that world like Nicky or Kian. Shane left sometimes to go to the United States.
And you saying all these boyband they looking so responsiblely, its their acting career or their singing career to take off, they are in the mist of their own attention, or fullfill those wishes, its their own English world. They give people's a sensation being lean on, that is only 5 mins with the video opens. Close it, your are still living inside your world to imagine that daily task, you might....Hating it starting like 20 years ago, and no one telling us, telling me, or telling that Dean or Lee, or we are collected as a group, if someone mentioned in American, some American will react to tell the authority.
(We are pouring rain here.... )
Like you know how women we have to smile and stand and look good, look the posture, on the day we get married with another guy. And that guy puts like 2 mins attention to talk with another person in his wedding goutment, bend his back a little bit, lower his head like a teenage, you seeing that?
And with that uniform of a hanging things your son playing at.....it was danging, "Your back, straight up, the jaw down."
As a women, in my age at that time....
I seeing a man like Adam, or just get rid of without a phone not even the contact book. Not to him, not to Rebecca, not any of those past where the money drain, or the new tuition coming in to save.....when I do arrive, and a new frontier of Jame's home, or the roommate.
You seeing a lot of the things in your eyes ....there is a dream in your life, there is a world put up your dream in life, and everyone else's a dream.
No, I am checking this hallway, why my side being painted like this....you all walking impatiently to get to the next task, or it supposed to be an apartment sign in at.....The door walks up, its one side apartment going in has everything. I remember now, that is what your interview, those are the apartments. You guys were moving at his grandmom, or the kids get to the school.
He doesn't have his own room, so is that far away....Harry.
My UB those, its I pretend I didn't see it, or my sibling. Their parents aging til a part, they will lose everything in their room growing up, or take it and keep it in their own future right now. They say, or they quiet down, or they listen....other than their front eye sight anything that disturbs them, or the next immediate instruction to do a better job in their own very life.
These are the guys so mindful to busy....inside their head.
"Do you think of the romance?"
"oh ~ that ! "
If someone loves you 100% attention wise, its just the front scene you and him.
But that man, or that Prince title even in this world, just impossibly to find him 1 min away from....all those waving public. To our other side of the world, Taiwan, or America, it has never had that degree in that popularity to end up both 1) you crime, you got a record, or 2) There are so insane situation, this all these.....
Its on the TV !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In Taiwan, if you talk to someone like me, like Vicky, or like that Jason a bit....or even if Henry or Eric, if earlier those time, when everyone had more the schooling, other than being separated far away having their own family....one of us will say something, "Anna, you call your friends in America."
Vicky is that type. We were the students, and between the kids that time....we already have the mind to go having a conversation or to say ,"save someone", if we heard the pain, or the newspaper, or the hallway, or the dream that doesn't come with your family.
But right now its like 25 years later ...you had a dream of your lifetime.
They drop a William in front of us, because we are to be blamed the line and that Tamang, and one Ola.....or Fatima, or Karen / (small Adria or that Billy).
We knew about this.....3 otters line up ? Yesterday?
We knew all the secrets from the VS, that is from CBS, we say: "oh okay !! That is the governmental they have to handle, we felt scared."
Then, the otters....
"The Japanese extinct otters..... have you ever seen an otter in your life? I go home, I didn't go to Japan. We are home in Taiwan. "
So one classmate telling their parents or one near by, one talking to another near by, maybe we connect to 25, not 70.....we have 25 people online, occassionally antenna together to tune in....both my metro, my brother's metro (Jonas or Silas at), the 5 Lake up stream, or the downstream = UB, the sibling, or the cousins.
We knew about these.....you all are more like the close system in the Conan Detective?
They know they suppose to facing Europe, not in America?
Or to Asia, because me, and Henry is south and North, Jason is here more near me. My brother's friends, or my mother's? Some establishment makes them believe, other than China, they spell that is safe means, its the airline in Japan, the cartoon in Japan, or mine side has some share with this Vicky home is here, or Pang's financee ....
When you say home, other than a renting apartment is different.
This is without Westlife, or Backstreet Boy !! We have enough American on-line, their chat box, or their Google doc, "Someone.....APO."
Do we want to know how you build up your dream of a lifetime ?
There is a Meghan coming over. "But Anna is not here ! She took off.....she is at ....!!!"
We have the classmates running all over one American continent map, so I squeeze all of their neck to put near by me here, in Taipei?!
Did you tell your team, did you tell your classmate, or William did?
The TV monitor, the TV movie, or this TV Apple box, or Netflix box, or online streaming through the Satelites, or the gaming, or the Apple gaming, the PlayStation gaming.
Everyone of us screams ?!
But we are the American, or the Asian nationality, we go back to that one country, we lock down in the city. We got the food, or the 7-11.
Their parents grown the ages they cannot be rely on, then someone else has to provide. One of us putting the money together, or their near by UB community, or I will have to provide. This is not the religious assembly, because that is not real, that breaks the law. They know my facebook, I was going to break those scamming people's money laws? I didn't !
So I have to provide with where about the money, its just 1 of us for that UB. It was my facebook, just happened I go and scooping up some extra money, or going through me, I settle.
But we are not European. We didn't even know something going on in Europe, if we are busy on the American side. They mind, body, soul is upside down, inside out, they need to hear someone keep talking to them.
You know Justin Timberlake....those are not the movie star. Keanu was not a thing, Simon is not a thing in America?! 10 years ago, none of that is a thing? Taiwan is not a thing !!!!
We have no idea, what's....your UK, or any of this, we had Adam from UK with his brother. That sounds right, he knew he is not a thing and he left, he may not call anyone, just happen to find me online?
In 10 years, you have 3 kids, we knew about ....
We are happy for you, our life is smoke up, no one could even imagine to get married and to have the kids.
You don't suddenly appears, and that life was torn apart, or yesterday was I gone to torn that Meghan a bit, not all of that on the TV with my news here all over the planet.
We want to know, you know what you are doing !!
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Are you in 5 different giant rooms with your bathroom inside, where I told William, that....Abigil's that side situation, where he supposes to be flower his hallway, kitchen vendor of his own room, right outside?
He is peeing inside his own room, you got the cancer, do you move out?
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Does his father....other than he reporting him when he only be told, him himself. They talking fine, or his condition, or someone told someone you got the cancer, everyone moves out of that apartment building? You got separated.....and where is this Will?
With the 3 kids? And that 3 had a limited room, together, they staying in the same apartment? They don't go to those bigger room, walking hard, finding the human hard? And where am I? This anything I see, its not something everyone lives with, by the way, its 4 giant huge room, its just a bed, a desk, a huge window, and a medium bathroom?
His grandmom, King and Camila and her dog, Harry swimming pool a floor with his towel.
You and William in a room that is the apartment number, so from the outside, it should be one side of that building. Not the whole castle. Those aunt Sophie from the TV.
I am talking about the mansion ......A plain wall those 4 frames, like the ceiling top. He only got a secretary for his bed. His kids only come when he calls them. But you mean they live all together? 1 Will, 3 human mouth to feed? He eats? Somebody gonna tell me, he cooks ? Those apartment has their own kitchen, except the truck load? I telling everyone the water, the cargo, the transport, Shane .....and Mark. My side !!
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Do you want to call your parents coming in, your father or your mother, to go and talk for you with the King?
Does the King want to move his room, everyone moves out all at the same time? Their original room, they growing up, and everything they got in that room? Or the studying room?
He has?!
Meaning your father has a business before with your mother, and they can ask for the King, how to move him, or his room, or his apartment, where are his rest of the stuffs, I don't actually know him. He is still conscious, or he paints the art, he remembers ....he wants to move his room?
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You call your parents, now !! Do you tell them, you got these 2 giant man with Hugh no where to be found on the Earth map, other than the otters, you got 3 kids to fed, 1 Will no where to be found.....his video he is conditioned, and Meghan and America doesn't get along anymore....since the American election.
Ireland is in election, so none of them can help me, help us.
Call them NOW. No, you say that again with every word clears. "Dad, or mom. I had that cancer news leak out, remember? So they move our room, or 3 kids they have to be fed....can you .....or mom...."
"I had some bill to sort ....can you tell my sister that ...some of you can come in and stay with me a bit. So they can move back, or move out, Will needs to get on his life. I feel better you are near a lot more time than this. I don't always call, but I feel to write, or to cry, or to talk, or having some family near. We walk together, we talk together in the yard. "
Did you do that?
Not about they finding you about to die from my website, or from the news, or that is King, and that is not you?
You have the whole apartment all by yourself, or your kids move to the next by apartment number, that is just across to each other, so when they get off the school, they can still see you? And Will moving back to his which mansion with that room, those room is not that giant design in his grandmom's birthday.
I mean find them some big room, and stay there, rest, sleep, don't talk.
Next- reading the news.