I think if you let down the job, you don't think, don't analyze, and don't think.

You come back after you thoroughly get well. Eat well, sleep well, handle your talk with your kids well, and with Will, too. This is some talking through the www, prepare things in advance.

The animals, and me believe or seeing something have to be the Whole Cosmo Glory, the whole world cheer up, or this is the birds wishing the otter happy birthday. All world in that rejoice degree. And its so unshakable for you to doubt, why anything would be hurting me.

But they are hurting me, not to staying inside to make that communication with anyone. They aggravating me on purpose, so I would hear about something, I don't think there is anything true, but I tell Shane.....something happened, I will tell him. "What's wrong?" Not that every morning I wake up its worse of another day to....??!

Like he worried, or he sadden, or the mood, or if they are the same Shane or a different look.

What is this whole cosmo glory?

What if we can really go there, and we don't fulfill our duty on Earth, there is the hell side where how far it can go....we don't want to go that way. Sometimes it reminds me, those story, you got lost one person in your journey to somewhere....and worse, it always ends up me 1 person, and these animals we just cluster somewhere....it shouldn't be true because I found out the full universe is full of the human.

But those 5 Lords ideas, I know those people aren't exactly talking like you, or Will here, or Hugh, or you have the parenting on top, and the life is comfortable for all of you, so be more benevolent to the animals, all that.

These materials....don't limit to every world scene as if the God or the judgment cannot get you. So I will be in fear, and so are them. When it comes to something firm and solid, they just change their eye sight laterly.

I will tell them, that is not true. Me and Shane is true.....not that eyesight. Maybe they lying to them, too. Not those.... like "You are only 5 years old, those things not relevant. Focus outside.".

So you know....they meant something else?

I would think there are 1000 military uniform sleek, and those are real. Not like that, what are they doing their eye sight. You are only 2 of you, you got killed, you have no more seeing !

That sensation is not very friendly. Those interview. You don't sit there one person alone to think, sometimes you talk out to some people. That is my best to say.