5/08/25

Your weight, your motivation, your calculation .. (UB or UK.... my facebook)

(  You print out a certain thing I said ...

                                  other than copy those things you imagine you write them. )


You need to feel you winning on anyone else, because everyone else just like you have no exit in life, the people you talk to, or everyone you competing quietly behind your own facebook, that is the main theme for the last 20 years.

That is how Mark becoming the 3310? 三生三世十里桃花

Meaning some of these MD 6+2 UB those honor program, if not in the MD or the Pharm D, you all going together to where SUNY Buffalo to find the Ester, Dr. Ester, or Dr. T in SUNY Brook, together...driving and venturing, or asking around, whom re-taken that and re-join his office hour, that is 3-5 in Cooke Hall in UB, so much easier process what if that was not 20 years ago?

You all talking with your parents that related this situation from your classmate back to them?  The UB community all around.


I am NOT looking ...... I have so many other things.


You mean Babaji these meditation? No, I am not mediating anymore. 

  1. The underground water of your parent's home. 
  2. The medical costs way too high in America, 1 day fail, you will be on the street.

  • Their China star?  You believe those.
  • And the ring ....on these art cut and paste. MY here Taipei ring those. I make it up those stuffs. They got design here, I already throw a lot of them out.  Its all my money.....waste it.


You mean you pine, you get jealous.
There is nothing anything near this Babaji. 

Jesus is different, you mean he is omni-savior of the End Time, no matter any circumstance all that? I don't think so.

Only I say I think, I don't care a human I ever talked to.....this time, no Dr. T. Its his letter from far away, you reaching to him.

He knows you are down. We never met after that one time, I gone to another Dr. he refers me over. He doesn't know I was in CADS. I wasn't using his reference.


All these situation is only I say I think.....my life. Some of you so I input so many things. A lot of these is without Jesus forever, without Babaji no matter what, and you will find out in the end of the 40 years, how you waste your life, every single day. To end up somewhere. Like I wishing you no good that kinds.


No .....you mean.

1. Someone you all vs to each other, to kill...I heard.

2. If you were......someone killed.... I heard.

... .... .... you thought about so many if you were.


The reality you getting your appearance, or same to the others.

  1. In your life, that rejection starting when you are young, this every Friday after work, its a relax happy time. You all know that, a simple 1 person bedroom, some is the independent workers. You read a book or two, and fall asleep on the bed.
  2. So are the other, yawn, or stretch yourself on the chair, everything is so much quiet, and tranquil, you like your 1 bed apartment, you work hard to earn that, this weekend coming near, I will call my parents.


I think its just these 1 or 2.

**  If you are not them, you are home, its more noisy the garden, or the parents, the aging, you going out with some friend 1 or 2.


With every commotion going on, the investment, the good or not good, the Heaven or Hell talk, or the communisms or the capitalism, or someone groups differently, or the relative....

You choose this tranquil time to justify your inner peace.

Mon - Fri, its your paycheck, those medical intern, or some lab range from your supervisor yet, or seniority. Meaning your cousin, or any relative was not close to you as you grew up, or near by the neighbor, it will never be an urban planning to talk, its your parent's home town. You have not thought about it, you need to go along with your work or the jobs assign, and those are busy. Mon-Friday, you only have 2 days weekend off. To sleep, and Mon-Fri, you need to give yourself best.

So other than your parents contact their side, your facebook hardly anyone knows, if you are in the MD graduate school, someone got told, or someone approaches you, or someone asked you, your extent that conversation was in your convenience. 


We know that, right?

The real life speaking. Its not you typing out your feeling, a full paragraph or a full documents to your parents, that is not the feeling, that is how you rise to the top?

Succeed?


Iron Man - Friday, the little Pepper says.

Friday   Friday   Friday   Friday   Friday   Friday   Friday


Here is what your Friday looks like.

The science bench jobs you started 20 years ago, was my first job? How interesting ! They have the salary starting, and it was in Buffalo so little worth.


1. If you can hold up a book on your bed, upside down reading that book with your eyes glasses, its a space no one sees you, outside in, inside out on a security camera, how you flip that book, your stomach pressing on the bed, your 2 legs behind swing, or you read, you seriously reading something with your face wearing that eye glasses on the bed. No particular light, just a book you really kept, or like, or borrowed from the library.


2. You stretch your chair behind, your shoulder, looking this quiet Friday, it was later the grocery shopping or it was 20 years the same Friday telephone you have a plan. But as you graduate yourself higher sphere, this per Friday looks a bit different.

This is the free time you got, to do one load of the laundry, or pick up a plastic bag, not 10 plastic bag a shopping cart with everyone watching you marching out of that Wagman's door. This is so important everyone is staring at you, its an empty plaza on the Friday early evening. 



Having a job makes you feel secure. That is Monday to Friday. You feel a pride the day you are on this per job landing to the perfect lucky to get more luck -jobs. It has been going on the last 20 years, you can only act in this way. Everyone to compare to....this Eben or Craig you don't care, they have so much issues anyway.

Now, not 20 years ago?


You cannot function

You cannot think anything else in life.

You cannot imagine, or push in any door, no matter any circumstance, this is not the reality other than if this week, next week only your paychecks rolling in, and to comply that jobs. 


You may not buy a house or a home yet.

You may not buy a washer or dryer yet.



( I was thinking, and....)


The Score, all these cars.

This is not the score to God, those talking. 

This would be your math, or the chemistry, or the biology.

What else they testing you, other than on God.  


You mean looking at the patient.  https://www.youtube.com/shorts/vN3KAt4Ft-E

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/Q8xOUgLeQKI

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/aXL2fj9WFyo

Martial Art: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/lB36gRz3iUQ

You imagine someone gives you the kids room.

You being soft more with the TV, you are a what?


These are the human judges, not the animals judges.

You expecting someone else will hand you stuffs, because you are a victim from all of these, that is what you mean : you being soft?


Being soft......=   how you make a food?


You didn't hear me, there is a Kurd's case. Like the Japanese to Chinese translation on Sakura (the tree), the race, or the kurd, not the car. the Super Wonder Women, is at Lovely Bone, how these walking where about?

There is a Laken Riley case on Feb 22? None of these are the jokes. 

Dean got killed that time, or this is ...what, how I moving these people coming in? You have the violence situation in America, or in China ! Tamang is that gun man !!!


The car app games, or your weight cooking issue, or your money statues.


The egg is not round: the mode.

The China drama: Boss & Me, or you have to stay behind at your work.

You got sick in the COVID 19.

You have a kid .... .... you didn't need to have a kid?

The Asian Youtuber.


You mean everything I ever said?


You are not happy in your life?  Your mind floating up to some air, no one knows, your parents telling you that, or asking you 1 thing or 2, you didn't say it clear?


You cannot compete with the animals, the animal 1 2 3 4 !!!!

They are just the animals !!!

The green powder, that is the Earth prince means?


You cannot do this kinds of the interior design in America. Its very very expensive, your labor's costs. 



Next-  Inside your life, the things make you happy is the food. Bashar, or Dr. Gabriel, or the Gregg Braden.



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