🥪 I gain weight, 2 or 3 Kg up ~ 🥪 ( Will's all these ghost, horrible ! I screamed)

The snack, the milk, the potato salad the new item in 7-11. Good night, Shane ! 

And today I ate down 2 burger, (1 bagel and 1 morning burger, and 1 hash brown)

I have never ever ate this much food in my life. I could go down to 62...and my blood pressure. Right now, that is 101/71 98

         kg             120 /  80       Heart Beat

4/28  65              94 /   69                 86

4/30  65               96 /  68                 81

5/3  66.50            105 / 72                99 

5/4  67 almost      106 /  71                98

I need to stop eating !

                             101   /  72             92

I used to be 50, 55 is all right. I was 50. No, they told me to eat....not to practice anymore. In America.

The temper outside, a big fighting at my kitchen

( the birds are so quiet, I think its downstair ) 

The weight   |  the score   |  with kids / marriage   |    every movie regrets   | Jesus is coming....

You know what is in front of you, right now, you make that in your life priority.  Nothing is by the accident you create that life.

The money, the future outlook, the Washington DC you must bet on it, to make it.

And what if not ? No one shows up to your calling? You are using my facebook, you ever asked me what kind of the guys or the girls in there, they get your calling together?

You went into the mode of competition with everyone, anyone, on the facebook you step them down, their head down when they rise tiny things up.

That is the way of life?

You think before Jesus, we never say growing out of your character, its to put everyone on your facebook the moment they talk, the moment you surely to step them down, all that....Your every heart, mind, soul, those kinds?

And you manage your facebook well? 20 years gone, everyone is in your control, your family is in your control, your money is in your control, your friends, all that. 

Something you always wishing me ill those kinds? Another guy? Another relationship those?

Its Westlife, or their Youtube video account those Vemo, or Ronan?

(The birds so loud on Ronan)

Its Ronan's video ~~

What you gonna do, this Youtube started so long ago, they have to keep those music video on and on. Not necessary the Youtuber, the Vemo video. You keep looking at them?!

You think this is normal, someone like me just keep typing per sheet, sent out. 

This is what you tell your parents, someone from the TV has every sheet, listen or not.

Will controls his father?

You like them. No, I finish this diagnosis, I sent them all back. The TV obligates this Flower Thousand Bone, see you next life ! I thought you are all the political striker. They meant I go near to the real News, and I did. The last 1 week.

Well, many things may not be real, and Jesus sent things in, maybe he is not coming in literally that doing what things, but that is unbelievable throughout the universe, you all didn't equip one spirituality while I was near by.

If the lifetime serves as a train frameworks.

1st life, 2nd life....10 life, 50 lifes.....100 lifes,....400 lifes.

Yogananda has those saying, his own disciple, it takes 400 lifes fallen....for one thing between the man and the women right near him doing get together.

So many planets I seeing it, are nothing but the Sunshine ....

We are just Ella Enchanted....so until I wait for my money, to imagine my dream in life or what I will be told your score, as my reality going down the stairs life.

So, if Jesus comes with the spirituality and say those words, these 2 books, the blue and the red, what you all gonna do when the court helping you all + your parents re-settle, maybe the house, maybe the finance, or all the donor or some family they help in these situation.

Its a new beginning....like 20 different direction from this point, everyone graduates. You watching those Tamang's TV with Ola in it Astor?

Meaning that is a happy world for everyone?

Bad Breath and Fat

The liver flush you saw that UB the first 5 years those. If you stop eating the wheat, and more juicing, everyone will tell you the skin looks nicer, and you can slim down your weight, all the health indicator will be reduced.

They put that Nicky near because he needs to watch all of them the weight.

If you keep that bad breath 20 years ago ....you had some when you wake up, and I went down my physical strain, to clear some of this body odor things included, that is how I was decided the guy to be with. That doesn't mean everyone is obligate to be in any relationship.

But the fat you keep going on another 3 years, another 5 years, with the 10 years ago, that is 15 years more junks you pile up in your blood, in your organs, in your system to affecting your brain.

The bad temper, or the yelling, and you stay on those talk on the phone. Either with your parents or with someone. You realize....you may not have anymore 1 extra person in your life to talk to.

Like your current works.

You know no money, you cannot be with anyone, that doesn't mean you like or you saying near by you, or your own facebook, you like about someone, or occasionally going on a date and wishing this wishing that.

The Weight, I think they all keep talking about it .....your health.

Your balance meal, your exercise, your fitness, your health indicator, your health insurance, your senior care. And that 1 phone never makes you happy. 

1 phone doesn't make you happy at all, its your which side of your parents you can go yelling at.

That yelling part cease, you have no more human near by you to go and talk to.

You know why that motorcyclist mechanic is there?

Here is full of the human just walking out you can talk to someone. They all talking like here the local slang, or the local people. I didn't need to go near, but I know that culture here.

Shane is calling me ~~ Good night !