They will probably prepare some of the things you have for the rest of the year, or each year.
Your intention is not clear to them, that's why you getting this assignment.
Kidnap the King, the prince, the son.
If you be clear with them, right now, whichever time, you sit down and think. Do the right thing, be clear with them, with near by, or with the palace whom to tell them, a very clear idea you understand Britain is not where you from.
Not Japanese, not Britain, not American.
You lay out that you no longer interests to this Royal Family, and tell you what you should really be doing. You can be left alone in the home, no more too many calls from palace, sometimes they ask you the charity, or the video events, they will re-arrange for all of that.
Your background can be one of those Taliban, and no one knows those name. Queen would know, I won't know. If you don't play games, right now til when next year you re-entry again, if you be the good girl, nothing will happen to you in the future, whichever your free will make you wind blows wherever you go, you understand?
You were never a type can be in any circle starting where you from, your both pa and mamma know that. Your uncle, remember? There is a certain skill of the people talking in a certain way, in a certain norm, "to only safeguard their own interests to those background behind there are someone like them", remember whom says that?
You cannot talk, you cannot twist, you cannot understand, you cannot hint, you can only play the games you 1 human against ALL, you imagine it was 3, and 2 were dead in your own house, that residence.
But this is only I told them, when I read your file, you only knew 3 human in your whole small tiny house, not too many food, nothing but the watery, and those plants green chocolate now they make them in Turkey and selling everywhere. You seeing that? You sure you want to see what they done? You be smart, or you like you used to, not even 1 person stands before you, not even me. Understand?
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You don't need to wear as much heel in Japan, for you have to walk to find your shopping center, and learn some Japanese. You learn Welshi or you learn in English. In 5 years you might very accelerate your own language skill, that is for your own assignment, if the education behind wish you to do that.
Your stomach
You prayer for your family, all that religious things you kept inside.
They may wish you not to look at those movie anymore, you ask them. When you imagine you are a near those groups and growing up, everyone is in panic form. You endanger to a lot of the people not just the court room judge.
Home you sleep, you rest, you get your filter water filtration system, you call the workers show up, or you get a dog. You carry your water, or you taxi, or you know what is the cooking water, all that you never done one thing, to say you getting a bath, you need to wash your bath tubes. The sponge, your back, your lower back, your period, your period pads stocking.
You never done that for you, and your daughter probably just never be taught by you.
Japan is cold, so your heating has to work in every year, again, no one will teach you.
The rug, the floor mat, the bathroom of every mat. You never shop, you never organize, you never clean, the hair, the wig, or the chemo. I have no idea which thing is real.
The very very last time, you ever had a memory, was your older those 2 human, you can talk loud you don't have anything, and they purchase for you. Not even the money was in your stress.
Or when they put you in near by housing, you learn that one by one. I have no idea. I am sure if you are one of those very bad groups name near anything sound like .....the tribes, the location.....its one of the things I will never find out. You need to be 1 person live and breath there, because your profile hurting a lot a lot a lot of the people.
You don't know how to be clear with them, remember?
The words don't come out of your play, remember?
You might just land to have 10 different other things to do. So you only can go along with it. So you continue to do that.
And not those English.
Poise means the way you walking out of the room, your gesture, your overall be seen.
"gesture" means your hand gesture, pointing, moving your fingers to signal to someone to make a sign language.
You have never really changed as much that time when you sitting at the border to end up in America, you have no more family. King and William is your only eyes can spot on.
You both coming down the airplane, the assistant signal you away from William, you just have 2 words with him, everything normal, but you have to walk 2 separated ways. All of that is hurting you.
He is someone, you like, you felt attractive to, you wish to find him in the crowd where he sees you, or say hallo to you. Remember all that?
The first love, the first guy is someone you say, you care about it.
Do I know what I mean? When I describe to you like that?
You like someone, to actually getting near someone, to when you will get a boyfriend, or with the parents to meet each other parents dinner talk. You don't really going on a date to say a first love, a first kiss, or the first be around person you said you got married on the television or the newspaper. It did mean to the guy and mean to the girl.
Some people like us, meaning the family starting from nothing.....some human never never in their life will ever had one relationship at all. Ever. Never got married to say one bf. The population here today everywhere. Those movie is not real.
You remember what I said.
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