(The outside my mother sounds, the objects falls). She usually wake up 4 hrs for 3 times bathroom, now she says 1 time.
My left side roof top, I lean at the wall.
That girl is from Ukraine, a famous online Youtuber we all watching it. That lady, sorry. It’s our age maybe.
Your bathroom night light, (facet ) dry your hands. You put it on before you wash your hand.
Then just your thumb and 1st index finger. Pretend you didn’t touch it.
The yellow light is a memory ?
The closet opens and close is a greenie her. What happened ? You told the other greenie. So many servant and guards, you want to puppy your palace “human” more ? Any bathroom walk-in talkie, you set up for your father, an emergency buttom.
You don’t obey them.
You don’t obey me.
So they whole world populate.
If I see, she dies. My room. I should get scared.
No, not visible. Zawanna they get rid of them, not now.
The less visible shadow of their shoulder up photo, they exist.
No, not the actual look.
So I don’t know them 1 to 20 those by the face.
1.
I can tell you inquiring to them greenie, I just asked you, “Do you want to maid your human any ‘human’, how you talking to these greenie [guards].”
You are so soaked in them all your life (facet) because they suffer you …since 5 years old they flying roof at that your current room. You never moved ? Your British your palace should have a culture, since you are getting rid of all these greenie, like you efforts in, how you gonna explain behind you these Palace human, the British method you are one with the greenie ghostly….your British culture ?
They are not forgiving those saying.
The current military taken out, still waiting …there is one crying like you. These taller guys, looking like them, the tear soaked. They can be a patient not you can be a real patient they meant all these years pretending, you understand what that means ?
You want your toy back,
[ they say no. (Facet up [
You didn’t ask them.
Your real friend, and ?
a piece of paper related. Not bow and arrow. How many things you hide ?
Your temporal focus will not last for 2 days…
Is this about Dean and Ola makes a happy story inside Frozen and that’s not Wing, that’s Kryon ?
The time clock we go back to you first heard Kryon 2014? You’ve got Mail …2017 to 2014 I think I had what not life to be remember …the Christmas in 2014.
Dean (facet up) and Ola no more Kryon.
You want to control everything inside your life. You are.
When no one belongs to the palace culture, you want to be more in-tune how you manipulate every maid service and clean up the greenie and Riley’s daily schedule book, you bossing him, finds a way to talk to him, all in combine, back to 1 him no more greenie. Then, you can lay down sleeping.
I can go to sleep that kind…
Christmas what …
Not you run an orchestra. They always come and ask you be joyful….to… “Not now.” You got the kids all that. They flying all over the hall you stand before. You feel…
It is always every Christmas and …
You belonging to someone cares you exist …and…
You going back to your room always every groups kept you busy including this greenie group. The leadership no more.
They are still…scarcely exist walking, not flying. They bang the door. No one you know.
You wish ANOTHER world is with you together to rejoice the Christmas ! Kinda like the Bible exists.
I need you to focus on the capitalism, not Christmas. Not decoration. Your literacy and your military, that’s real or just this year real ? If you focus on your literacy and the business, your active duty (facet) no longer real like your father used to be.
You gonna do better next time, that is next year ? Spring ?
You have no longer excuse ?
No, you have. You’re oh y sucks therapist. You never tell them that’s very very giant loud. You just shut it off cannot walk as good. These few days, you look already a lot better, or you just feeling better you slept.
We battle every single day with you for 1 week, that’s just 7 days.
[ Now I think of ….]
[ It is a lot better without those loud sound like them all shut it off if I am off at the same time, like I ask Riley today, he is again not paying attention anything I said. ]
You were in the public air stand, he can hear you? You have to pick that time to talk about you audio sound ( facet ). Are you thinking that whole day to get to that public air windy at your head empty all around stands to say ? Or you were in comparison ?
So you tell him, we are at the airy place like my head, it’s my right side ear no longer before and I feel funny to tell you.
He will tell you, “what’s so funny about ?”
So you say “it’s funny because …it’s raining or windy so loud, you cannot hear anyone here or out there? “
And …
[ These maid …]
And ??
[ They wipe everything I got ?…
No before that, they sit on those chair, one Riley (?) inside one outside …you wake up, they were in a shift….your cup or the delivery snack cart.
You mean they care how you resting better and good health, not everyone sabotage you, you mean ?
Every morning you wake up. They watch you not to fallen …
They all wear the same uniform.
And ?
If they put the casual cloth we can pretend we all go out and no more Middleton’s issues, like shopping or romance because …(look at ), they are just maid here.
You mean the paparazzi! And the future dominating them life?
They all calling you politely…
And …
Well, Riley will not say anything anymore, any games and tricks I play …that’s for one. No more court room no more obligation like her once a lifetime is way too much, and I gonna get a lot more normal than this, even Hugh will not say anything what’s wrong with my one head to look like all these movie or the TV…
And everything fence in the palace I can still go to a ameri a they day and she is not going …
My brother will never be an issue anymore and my father they say never will be an issue long time ago…so this is not bad.
(Feel sobbing ) what if my mother comes back and I am normal again ( crying ) all these movie never be true anymore …they gonna take them down from the shelf (sobbing )
The Wal-mart Shelve.
You write a diary to tell old lady type them up, you will forget. You read them in the end of the week, you will remember some of this what you gonna do next time.
Can I go to sleep? My weekend [ facet ]
There are those dead green body …
Is the maid on the chair ?
“Sorry, can you wipe for me one more time all the ground and just wipe moving them once, with a stick all the way to the bathroom. Once. Not clean just move that in the whole room.”
“ can you do one more time I gonna time with my phone ? Someone gonna yell at me after. Once swipe not wipe, swiftly move that stick. All the way to the bathroom. ”
“Can you help me, get to the bathroom, I need to check? You can wait at the door. “
You go to pee, wash, open the water…soak your hands.
Yeah in front of her.
You care the door close ?
Anything from the closet ?
Yeah when you finish, you gonna tell her to put the night light up or she goes calling someone change all the towel and get a new set near your table. Tomorrow we can have a folding table here, you leave the towel and some t-shirt on the top ? Your 3 thermal warm hot water bottle. Now will be better. You can do that now ? Distilled water. Can you fed me some water mud-night and if I go to the bathroom you hold me over ?
These new towel too? And if you can move that stick once after I lay down going to the bathroom, I cannot see. You can call outside one more maid on the chair. So I don’t sleep with my eye glasses on.
I wish to do that for 1 months 3 or 6 months. You think you can ask a dozen, ( facet up ), the same routine the same doing ? Fed me some water, you have anything baby pipette. A thermometer. You can records at the night, you can turn on the night table just one light. My desk there, do we have sine LED reading light ? Emergency we have no light here 2 desk light LED white light.
2 maid outside chair ( 3 nice chair + a bench )
One near your left side bed.
1 with her smaller table in front of her, near your right side stay out of the way. She can turn on the white light immediately for 4 maids one room, you.
(Facet ).
None stop
The birds are calling me. Get going.
In case you will have a fever.
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