The soup

You know someone does this for a living? Your chef. 

You know the book called the chicken soup? They are made for the pregnant women. When you facing too many people, that in the stomach sometimes its to hindrance some bad energy. Its not the vegetarian. You want them prepare some? Put in your stomach sometimes, to see if that can combat a bit those steroid? You still need some of those fat, your vitality to sleep 2 weeks, 5 weeks 10 weeks long?

Those big giant thermal bottle? 

Some lighter vegetable soup, not too oily. Warmer up internally your stomach, your eyes will feel a little bit blurs if too oily, too salty. 

You done some of those mucusless diet, to keep thin before?

Okay, I don't ask you. How do you gonna get rid of the steroid problems? 

Yeah, take some chicken meat, those are fine, not super a lot. You sit up to digest. 

Everyday you ask them to keep a day or 2, in case you have anything......those you do suddenly everyday something going on? Taste it? 

Yeah, like stuff your mouth with those chicken meat. 3 or 5 mouthful bites down. 

Why?

Keep your blood flows up a bit, you get cold, your blood is not flowing. When you got scared, you know how you were a baby, the first instinct is always the food calm you down. Those things never never change, every human being born.

You put the pillow behind you, you staying in the bed all day long, right?

To digest?

Yes.

You are always very sure about this thing?

Yes.

Take it and eat it, right?

Yes.

Like I still need the steroid? Those?

Yes, and the British ghosts for the century in your own home. You keep it in the stock, those you know its a food you can take it, right? Like some religious no beef, those on a certain holiday or the pork. 

No.

Okay. 

Did you say you are very very very very very very very very very sure about something?

( Look )  Yes.

Do you want them to put a microwave outside, another side of the hall? They can just drag the whole cart there, the fork, the spoon, the napkin, the kitchen towel.  The mug, the thermal bottle to go and washing it, the cup and the mug, the warm water serve on the plate. You sound like staying in your bed, they just right there serving you the tea, the soup, the food. 

The bathing towel, the small, the medium, the large? The first kit, the doctor's kit, the walkie talkie? 

Your medical experty, how will you get a fever? They measuring your blood pressure daily, the temperature daily, your arm pit and your mouth temperature? They record for you, you never need to worry? You don't need to write, you tell them to write it down for you. 

Well, you put one furry, more comfortable couch there, your father can sleep there, or Riley to sit there, or anyone just leave the board there, you can get up and read it, sitting on that more comfortable couch. 

You see Hugh's father baby him? 

Yeah, your father can eat there with you. The carts are right outside, they know how to do those things. 

I just keep eating, digesting, drink, bathroom, pee, poo, lay down, again, and bathing, or warming, keep repeating?

Yes.

You have no doubt doing that?

Well, their nurse stand you let them recording for you and report to your father. 

You know some human doing other things other than, eat, digest, drink, bathroom, pee or poo or lay down or bathing every 5 mins, and repeat?

Yep!

I don't have a fever, but you say I will have a fever....you are not afraid? Like ....$#!$#!$#@$

You? Can you quit your job completely until your father says you will ever have a job ever again?  So you don't need to think that, or record that. You just enjoy your bed time to go to sleep, not in thinking, not in money, not imagining you to-be. Just be happy, and riding with the process.

I will think.

Keep your mind steady, no thinking. Less worry, less anxious. Recuperate when no one is here bothers you. You get lucky, that is 40 years no one bothering you. You get 5 years life force back, its only 5 years, if something else happened, you understand?