You need to live your life at the present moment. That is not to think about the money and how you find a way for your family. Not those records, you know that life, Will.
You tell the doctors, not you ever in the future to capitalize on it. You going back to your room, and these vicious friends, you try to make them away from you, your whole life and you have to compromise this chaotic in-room life with them.
You panic when you seeing them like that....like now, the last 2 or 3 months. They are not doing well, your father, Kate, or some other factors.
I think you mean its them, you don't necessarily taken well they fallen, you panic like I said. Them = those greenie.
If Calvin totally gone, then they will be one day, totally gone? (You sit with your 2 hands tie behind your chair, and kick the floor front bar).
You mean you think you get jail? From what? They fallen, you have no shield? Your royal guards are your correct shield. You are changing that reality, so you stay calm with that.
When are they completely completely gone?
You are not getting to 10 months yet, can you give yourself a year? I don't need to resume this conversation because your bed needs to be adjust if those are continue to get wet, and now you feeling motivate to move your bedding near the wall. We didn't do anything too particular, you continue with your doctor's prescribe, and the prescription.
Can I talk about my feeling to the on-site doctors, and that is the private things I can keep?
Yes.
So the future, none of these needs to be said, will I forget?
Not as strongly glue to you.
You say I forget?
You don't want to forget? (Shake your head).
You have some VIP guests are coming, you pretend they just gone for sometimes you improve yourself, until these VIP shows up. By that time, you keep a note with you in the drawer, you set a date "In the next 3 years", you wrote, "This is the year I want to check on myself, if I was true to myself, that....today is a lot better than 3 years ago, I want those things back."
That will help?
You will find out in 3 years.
Can I lock those up with some photos?
Yes. A heart shape box, or some locket, you have those you treasure things.
The storage box: | Link | A diary |
Can I write some secrets and put in there, and one day to read? Yes, in 3 years.
You won't mind? What if you want to throw this entire box in the fire and burn it? I gonna stop you?
NO!
How long can I throw this memory away, for my kids?
No, you fade out those images, and your adrenal doesn't get your psychi shock someone walking into your room, or screaming at you. Relax your shoulders. You hear those, you seeing them, you get tense, you get nervous, you get clutch in your chair.
Right now you just keep relaxing your box, and your nurse stands needs to be there.
I need to say goodnight to Shane, and you all getting to wake up in a couple hours your timezone.
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