1/20/24

The birds say …小鳥說

Hailey and Adam or her brother rises up.莫彩曦跟她弟弟起來還是 Adam.

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How much money they let you take to go ? Can you just daily seeing this one doctor, or 2 or 3 doctors, for a year? You like Eben's those vocabulary, there is a lot of the doctor's vocabulary you will like it, if you just sit down and tell him what's wrong with it. Even now. You can spend a lot of the money, why don't you do just that? You try 2 weeks, and you seeing these 2 or 3 doctors in the time span of 2 to 3 weeks. You use that money for yourself this time.

他們讓你拿多少錢走? 你每一天看醫生,或是兩三個醫師? 試著一年? 你喜歡埃本那種詞語,有很多醫生的詞語你應該也喜歡,你坐下來告訴他們到底發生什麼事情,就算現在,你發多一點錢,你先這樣好了,你試著兩個禮拜,兩三個醫生,到兩到三個禮拜,你用你的錢在你自己身上這個時間。


When I was coming it down, I feel this enumerous feeling all the time, driven me to type on the internet over 10 years.

當我要下來的上次,我有這種很強烈的這種每一個時刻,我打字在網路上十年都是這種感覺

You say you know, you know, you know, but ....I feel the horror of something if I do let go. And I cannot do that to them if that happened, that is why I hang on. I don't know what it is, I don't know why the TV is all targeting at me. I am doing my best to care a lot of the things in the process, not in the end, these things dawn on me. They tell me I am no good, they given me a past or some kind of the past, and someone got hurt badly would have wish me thousand piece dead, because she suffered all that to extract some information that corresponding to the TV material. I bring some of this material to you, and I hire you to wish you can sit down with me 1 or 2 hours per session, and 3 session a week, I plan to repeat that, if you can suggest me other doctors, you all can talk about it, help me make this transition right.


你就說你知道你知道你知道,但是,我的感覺是一種恐怖,如果我放掉,我不能這樣做因為這可能會發生,所以我想抓著,我不知道到底是什麼,我不知道為什麼電視都在針對我,我曾經也試著做到最好的在這其中的過程,不是這結尾所有事情掉在我身上,他們告訴我不是好的,他們給了我一個過去或是某些過去,有人因此受到非常惡劣的傷害,希望我死上千萬剮,因為她受到的傷害才會有這些電視的資料,根據電視的資料,我帶給你們這一次,我想聘用你跟希望你坐下來跟我一兩小時的每一個見面的時間,三次一個禮拜,我想重複如果你有認識的其他醫生,你們可以討論,幫我度過這個時間。


You tell them, you cannot stand if someone a lot a lot more younger than me coming up, and this person got hurt badly also is younger than me. Their age range about 40, I am 75 soon to be. Just to see some of the younger kids, they don't care about my life, or anything I do around here or how it started, I feel angry. When they seize that environment other than to me, I feel I lost the control. I wish them ill.

你就告訴這醫生,你無法受的了這些比我小很多很多很多歲的人起來,或是這誰受到很大的傷害也是比我年輕很多很多,她們的年紀大約在 40 ,我的年紀要 75 快要,我只要看到年輕的小孩,她們不在乎我的人生,不在乎任何事情這邊或是這怎麼開始的,我感覺很生氣,當她們得到那種環境的除了我之外,我覺得我失去控制力,我開始對她們惡念。


You want to live in the competition life, and the TV fame feels its fun, and I do feel princess this way, but they compare me to the King Charle as his daughter. I wish people can by pass I am his daughter, but someone else, those princess idea, and I think I portrait well with both guys, Eben Pagan or Craig Ballantyne, so they like about me. I think that role inside the TV they like about me. They truely are. I believe in it. But sometimes if I put that fantasy away, I wonder if they see that ill part disgust me, and I cannot stand it, if someone disgust me. I am so perfect. I did everything perfect or following the order. I am. I really am, all my life.

你想活著比較的人生,這電視的名聲利你覺得很好玩,我感覺公主的模樣,但是他們把我跟英國國王比較他的女兒,我也希望別人可以忘了那一部分就是我是,我是公主的概念,我覺得我詮釋給埃本或是 Craig Ballantyne 他們是喜歡我的,我覺得這電視的角色,他們是喜歡我的,他們真的,我相信的,但是有時候,我如果把幻想挪開,我開始覺得他們是不是覺得我很噁心,我無法忍受,有人可以這樣對我噁心,我這麼完美,我做任何事情都是完美的,我真正聽到所有的命令,我真的諄巡命令,我整個人生。


You work per stream things inside your mind, outside your soul with them. Per thought, per degree, per this TV makes you feel.

你把每一條你心底、你外面,每一個思想,每一分地,這電視讓你的感覺


You tell them, you feeling the air cold, if I gonna die.

你告訴他們,你感覺空氣的冷如果我要死了


Everyone is having fun of something, and I cannot participate because I am being controlled or because of this controlled so I keep the fame. I want more and more things, and now I got to the points, I need to let go ALL of it. I trying to, so that is why I am here. 

很多人有很好玩的心情,我不能參與因為我是受控制的那一個,也因為控制所以我有的名聲利,我想要更多的東西,但是我現在抵達一個時間,我需要放棄所有東西,我嘗試著,所以我才會在這裡。


About me you just say  關於我你就說


These entire TV activities that resonance to my life was because of this person name Anna, and she is one of this Frozen big fame movie, if I would be in that Princess Diary, here is the lawyer, some paper I acquire saying this might be true. Regardless, she brought out this activities, to claim something, including she used to be the one training us, or 10 of us, or how many of us, and now this TV, she is given someone new after me. I cannot stand this just about the TV getting fun, and I can once again to re-live, if I got switch down, I feel I literally die. I really am. She is a girl, and there are a several girl, I used to never be bathing in some of the girls or the guys, she went to where, just talk herself sense to get them almost 20 years different age, to feel like participating this fun TV gesture.

And at this time, I am letting it go issue, its for her to training someone after me.

She didn't treat me differently, she given me a lot more things that no one will ever provide me, but she is going to do the same with this new person as if respect what I did, to care or to bring up this younger person that I suggest to the public. This person from behind, its not necessary my decision, so I see her like a competition, and if this time I let go, I literally feel dying. Both from this new successor and from Anna her attention is training to make this girl better on the international stage. I cannot let go, but you as the doctor has a job. 

Tell me what you can think, say....I need it right now.

這所有電視的活動,振幅我的人生因為這個人其實叫做安娜就是這 Frozen 電影裡面,如果我是麻雀變鳳凰,這是我的律師的紙,我大概可以說是正確,不管如此,她帶這活動或是聲明什麼,包括訓練我們,或是訓練十個,或是好幾個我們關於電視,她給予新的在我之後的這個人,我無法容忍當電視要更好玩的時候,我感覺像重生依樣,我要被換下來,我感覺我快死了,我真的感覺這樣,她是一個女孩子,這附近也有幾個女孩子,我從來沒有就這麼多女孩子或是男孩子那個年紀,她跑到哪裡就講話講到這所有比她小 20 年的去見證或是參予這電視的一些的比擬

而這個時間,我想讓走,讓她訓練那個人在我之後

她並沒有對我不同,她給予我的東西沒有人曾經給予我,或是她要對新的那個人給予是一樣的,因為她尊敬我曾經做的這所有事情,或是在乎捧著這年輕的小孩因為是我告訴公眾的,這個人在後面其實也不見得是我的決定,我看她像看到競爭,但是這個時候我要讓走,我感覺死了,兩件事情她新人上來跟她安娜決定把她擺到國際舞台之上,我無法讓走,但是你是醫生有一個工作

告訴我,你覺得你想的是什麼,說...我現在需要知道。



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