William, the time when you wake up.

These bamboo one by one to make a wall, they input the cooked rice, and they cook them.

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1. I have not ....feeling this that when I pay attention, this empty space becoming more and more of a blank wall. A blank wall means how I relate to tell you, its around me, these are all the walls. Not the elevator on my head....those Harry Potter moving wall, a piece of blank wall. These wall is a wall.

2. You know how people scared you by coming near, and psychi shock, or those moving and you feeling how much the space is not the space, and none of these are you saying, its a wall, its another person, another friendship to talk through, to survive over that 1 day.

3. I didn't pay attention if I say that, it almost....I haven't had any time to....say goodbye.

4. I had wish someone will listen to all my saying from before, it may not be anyone's memory and I don't last long probably in this, I had some memory, very faintly someone saying it back to me, and if I would remember. My name I remembered.

5. I thought about my mother, I didn't have the time to think about the movie. I didn't even have the time to think of myself to be a messiah anymore, not just the messiah's fist. Someone saying that to me.

6. You know that life, being me, to be acceptable and then surrounded with some other friends. Everyone is my friends, and I have survived this long with those...blank wall. A painted wall would be, you seeing this coming out of the wall has little curve up, not just the palace, a wall.

7. When I used to be, and this is the feeling I cannot tell anyone. I had all these friends, here and around me. And often that around me friends they get together or they got married just like me, or to be in their own chat conversation.....I can be somebody else, almost like the spider man. And I want it to be in that first min or the last min like I was trained. Be there, be in that conversation.

8. I done that over and over and over again. 

9. I got too many jobs, too many hang over, or too many people chatting, to say one day I lost all of that, to say my compensation was ALL of that, disappeared. The space, I don't even know how to describe to you, like my skin from here to that wall. That is my living quarter, okay, that is my room. 

This airy space has becoming more and more...you don't fill things in and out, or coming towards, or cannot be solved, or live with it, or be permissive, and all your life no one will ever ever help you, but I must help everyone, and until this Power, or the TV believing in me, all those....that is a blank wall, and my personal hygienic and this persist, or fear, or in doubts.

10. Because that is about 1000 things she cannot figure it out, I know she doesn't know.

Have a good weekend ! Everyone is praying, I know they are.