You all have this uneven mind, and some have the family.

You got married, or you meeting a new gf or a new bf.

No, I am not getting out of all of you, those saying? To be with Shane, those? No. Just one day we stop talking. He wants me or incline, there is some problems in UB. I told him, I don't actually know them.

I look at him, and he looks at me for a very long time on this. He is like that Seth the vibrant American or European guys whom always go and gather a bundle of the friends to become his gigantic news. 

I was an Asian actually, to grown up I don't think I had a real friend for too long after the school ends. I keep traveling to meet that every bracket friends. I cannot go home, and originally I thought he lives in Ireland.  He goes and live in Hollywood around.

"I actually don't know these people from UB !"

You know how many times I say that to him. 

My neighbor I think they are moving all their trash in the giant trash bag. 

You all car game your ITune, and your room be vacant out, and saying goodbye to your parents?

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Only on my facebook, you for the first time seeing this Project Camelot's friends, because I wasn't quoting them as much that time. Not Kerry and Bill. Inelia Benz was on it.... the very next year 2015 was this Flower Thousand Bone, and Wing's movie 2012 never stop producing ...to you all girls buddy at this Big Hero 6 with Dean's face in it.

They used to contact some people and they die out, and they put those literacy in their talk where some of these interview becoming very intense. You didn't need to born to do those jobs, you will say God was fair and justice, and you thank God, that anyone dedicates that part of the Earthly experience whatever they suffered or put through, you are grateful to God.

You have zero gratification to anyone, anything, any junk, or any good, or no good stuffs.

When God given you at your birth....it doesn't need to be a script, but you can always Thank God or Heaven, someone looking after that material at ANY time, someone steps a little bit in for you or your family. 

The birds say hallo, they are raining outside. 

Getting the trash out, getting your room vacant out ....your parents are aging, and they don't last long to be by themselves or knowing for the rest of their life, you really want to talk to them, not somewhere else having your own life.

I didn't need to everyday looking at this American medical board, saying that was 2006, or starting at 2007....and I getting mad in every term with them over this one 2015. That was the future, or that was before starting 2006 / 2007.

With the public, you are shed with them.

Things said was to polish your ego idea, or I trying to survive out of all these public, the last thing I ever need is having one of you to pretend you know what is the medical board standard or imagine I ever need a conversation with them by my head, or by my thought.

The Heaven is where I admin, NOT THEM.

You have the problems to take your trash out, or back up your CD, or DVD, you fart out that door and leaving? I cannot understand the birds mean.

You guys are the close family, the family dinner, or used to how you all grown up together the village, everyone is happy on the table, you never know how it feels you never had a family.

The birds say their parts. Even my neighbor having more initiative to live locally how to clean up their room.

You cannot force somebody to change their living reality.

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okay.

You have your movie material, its a TV story. What you gonna do with it? We don't need to use those words the classify. Getting close, getting near, getting far, getting to know each other.

The panda tell you to 滾 that is = rolling out.

The Chinese saying those expression. Get out.

You gonna say you are the little Buddha, the little...hero or the super hero those?

This Hollywood movie has these term, or saying, or the words. The public gonna gathered?

SMCH those probably die out....those.

Those groups have the investors, and the followers, and hers have these disciples. You guys are never the disciples, its the audience seeing she exist. You are the friend of the disciple.

Tell me what does the real Heaven will look like the Cosmo seeing? Its an accountant, not the best friend, but its someone reliable from the Indian his own color. Babaji has a color, or he has so many things going on.

This entire world, can have someone looking like me, to pretend to talk about this person on and on and on, as if he really really REALLY literally exists !

Are you going to collect the disciple or the public?

Of course not.

If they revive her, she has all those people coming near to her?

Maybe.

We just wishing her dead if she taken our seat in our movie?

I don't think she is in your movie.

You mean the tariff?  You have a world about to collapse in 90 days. Do you shout, do you yell, do you go and beat up somebody, do you screaming like a girl, do you call somebody panicking, blaming, chat to gather, gather to chat, or the parents need to hear anymore this, and everyone together to make a zealous joyful celebration its to "panic" the more the merrier, we make it more fun or every dead to moan the next 90 days, to cheer, to yell, to horay one of these, every expense of your receipt were not the oil price coming up, its the distance you drive to pay your 1 bathroom, 9-5 no one living in it space.

I describe you a room, you might remember this....

The cooking the wok.

You know where is this Tonawanda or the North Tonawanda, where you all coming from WNY, you roughly know where that is, or have driving at, or remember the map or outing with the friends to northern side of the Niagara Falls?

Its all very run down places now. 

They have these one day you get old...

And in this run down, quiet place of the elevator going up or the built or some space you wish you get a room to....stay in. Its at night someone walking at that hallway, with those green top fluorescent light, and this pale wall with the paint, some looking more hallway or something but the pale white, to the light green light on the top. At night, you heard someone walking on that hallway, you never check it out it might be a guy walking by to his own apartment. The top is the water pipe, or the air ventilation. You visiting enough this building, they all have a spare room, any apartment for rent. 

So since which age, if you leave your parents, never find your way back....you thought about. 

You have to stay in that city to finish your work, or accumulate the money.

By....we guessing an age you can retire, the age of 65 or 67.

Its a bedroom, a living room, a small kitchen, a small table, and 2 chair.

The window are those blinds open and close. The door behind has an opening to look out someone passing it by the hallway.

Near the living room, there is a small wall made desk to put a PC, and your higher chair...you living in this space. To the only noise of the outside, someone passing it by your hallway. You don't even know whom that is.

Your life officially sucks. No one is around.

I ask you, which age you anticipate that is a good result? 

Now if you imagine that option and research on it, you ask for both you and your parents. But you use your parents as an excuse....what is a hallway with the top water pipe and the air vent + the light green light with the pale white wall, the dry paint.

This hallway is that very important. Its the connection portal you meet someone in this complex, someone is like you.

And since you retired, you don't work anymore. 

How long you think this chill North Tonawanda, you wish to venture a car drive to somewhere picking up a plastic container meal to get back to this key in, your own home. Every single day, every weekend. Is that the week day sounds like the weekend?

How long you plan to lease here? By your age, you have the kids to re-sign that contract, or you looking for your same age whom sign that lease for you, you continue to rent from 67 to 70?

And what about 71.

What happened they don't take that anymore? 72?

Every year you get worry 1 year more. That is 5 years, and your current the last 5 years or starting the 7 years, you got something good to fancy or done, to say we all apart from that 7 years ago, whatever that was? 

Can you imagine this 5 years and that 67 -72 5 years, everyone leaves you alone.

You thought about the hallway not even 1 person in your whole life, will ever come by, or stop by to visit you. 1 person of your whole life, no matter how splendid this movie, or the TV, the grey white hair, to wash or to dye, or to brush your own teeth in the mirror, after 73, can you still have the home address here, or the lease, or the leasing contact....

The noise is loud, but not 1 single human in the hallway....to say, "can you put the trash can here?" 

You have the noise like the ghost.

But none of that has the hands or the feet to touch your door knob. 

All those are real?

You waiting on those years.

Its me and Shane time. Good night ~