2/08/24

Now, I know your brain and my brain looks different 現在我知道你的大腦跟我的大腦長的不太一樣

You are waving, or wobbling left or right, left or right. You need to ask someone the opinions all the time. Let's say if Eben told you this is fine go ahead, you feel more relief?! 

Like its a niche, you cannot ask your parents about it, meaning you go out and rent expensive things, one person studio, the containers everywhere? 

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/xy2JH4p_0t8
你在徘徊、或是你在左右部定,你需要問一些人的意見常常,所以說如果埃本跟你說這可以,你感覺鬆一口氣?! 

像說一個領域,你不能問你爸媽,意思你出去,租很貴的東西,一個人住的,然後很多這種玻璃裝東西的盒子?

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/xy2JH4p_0t8



Your whole life you never take your initiative doing things, or you got shit after, so you didn't really know which things are in front of you? You looking at the successful youtubers, of course you want to becoming like that, but there is an expense. What type of the niche you putting yourself ALL out to do this niche? I used to just use my ex bf's house to start a very dim light.

你整生你沒有主動自己做事情,或是你被罵之後,所以你並不知道什麼事情在你的前面? 你看著成功的 Youtuber 當然你想變成那樣,但是有支出,哪種領域你要把你自己整個擺出去,去做這個領域? 我以前是在我前男朋友家做這種暗暗的燈開始的。


I am doing this logic because let's say ...

|     Big Screen          |     Vision inside          |   Convey in writing or in Chinese      |

This is what the UB, they are not doing it  =====>>>

They want their lawyer to do it for them. But we all got tangle in this. If not, I might be doing this Khan Academy. That still a lot of the room for the girls to do it. You seeing all the instructor are the male. 


我現在在做這種邏輯,像說 ...

|     大螢幕          |     內在看到          |   寫成英文中文      |

這是 UB 她沒有在做   =======>>>

她們希望他們的律師幫她們,但是我們都捲在這裏面,如果沒有,我可能會做 Khan Academy. 那還是很多空間對女孩子來說,你看到教導的人都是男的


I think any any any rudimentary subjects, you have 10 lecture style are still very open and as a girl too.

Ancient Chinese, Chinese, English, Math, Physics, Chemistry, Bio, Biochem, Molecular Biology, Organic Chem.
Math in America there are 2 right? + Calculus?

You only need to turn things upside down, that is one niche on its own.


我想這任何任何任何基礎科目,你有十科仍然非常寬過,一個女孩子來說

中國古文、中文、英文、數學、物理、化學、生物、生化、微小生物、有機化學、數學在美國有 2 + 微積分?

你只需要把東西上下倒來倒去,那個領域就是你的


Black Ops

My face coming back to normal .....my face CANNOT be stained !!

Your senior officers will have every resource to dissect every part of things as long as they hear it. So its not optional.


黑色組織

我的臉回到正常 ...我的臉不能被印到 !!!

你們的上面高階會有多種的資源,在拆了這每一樣東西,只要他們聽到,所以那不是選擇題 ! 



Do you have a target guy? Like the senior officers those, or a little bit younger still the officers those? Or near by you know they got the money - your own unit? You tell him inside your life you don't have a diet preference, you have never go eating too many things once you break up, or the chips, or the bags of the snacks. Your background to this American any snack is forced to change, or you like the Asian Taiwan or Japanese snacks. Its not too sweet. They have a lot of the snacks too. You make this kinds of the neat food, and you print these photo like 20. The neat, the clean wash procedure, you are a science major but you didn't really going for this lab bench job, or don't stay long enough. 

You have the parents, but not very close because you need to stay independent for the unit, and the sibling are all going out of the house too. Currently you don't have the debts, and my math issues are ....here is the sheet of my bill per month. I ask people around to know my options, so I decide to try with you. I have some of my photo next by my cooking food, or you have anyone upper sphere, you can pass these photo for me. I think the most you want to know if my diet, or if I do the fitness inside my own home, I don't rarely doing too much this weight lifting, its pulling my muscle, I start to be more gentler to my body situation and I stay in the shower longer than I imagine doing too many the pulling or stretching, but I have a certain exercise routine. When I am on the computer its very concentrating on my brain. Its very cluster, if I go out to walk with someone, I cannot concentrate. For my age, I need to input a lot of this head works. Its the paper desk jobs, and figure it out my future. 

I do get envy people can talk light, like my mother can carry a conversation very light to these grand hotel people or the swimming pool or some membership talking. My head is so foggy up inside my write-up, I just want to come back home inside my paper works, and here is what I have or capable to write.....or design, or conclude some information in my spare time. My head has been heavy.....so I didn't attend all my exercise plan when I come back to write. My body didn't feel it, so I eat less. 


你有一個針對的對象? 像說上層的軍事工作者,或是比較年輕但是還是工作者 (辦公室) 那類? 或是你知道誰,附近誰有錢在你的單位? 你告訴他們在你人生,你並沒有飲食特愛,你從來沒有暴飲暴食如果分手,或是洋芋片,或是零食。你的背景在美國這種零食情況是被強迫改變,你喜歡亞洲台灣或是日本零食,不是太甜 ! 他們也有很多零食,我做這種整齊的食物,你印這種照片像 20 張,整齊跟乾淨的洗滌過程,你是科學主修但是你沒有太多那種開場人員,做實驗的經驗,或是不是太久。
你有家長但是不是太近,因為要獨立靠著單位比較多,我兄弟姐妹也是已經離開家裡,往外發展,現在我沒有欠款,我的數學,這是一張紙,我問了一些人去知道我的選擇,所以我決定試試看你,我有一些我自己的照片在這食物的旁邊,你可以幫我轉送這些照片。我覺得你最想知道的是我的飲食,或是我有沒有做一點健身在我自己家裡,我其實沒有太多這種舉重,我沒有太多這種拉扯我的肌肉,我開始比較柔軟我自己的身體,我待在洗澡的時間比較多,比起我拉扯我自己的一些動作,但是我有其他健身的運動規律,當我在電腦的時候,就很重在我的腦海,很混雜,如果我跟別人出去走路,我無法集中精神,我的年紀,我需要集中很多很多這種大腦思考的工作,這是紙張的工作,我需要找到我的未來。

我會忌妒別人講話很輕鬆,像說我媽媽可以用很簡單的對話,跟大飯店的人員討論這游泳池或是會員制的東西,我的大腦非常霧般,在我的寫作裡面,我只想回家寫作我的東西,而這裡是我可以跟我會寫的東西,...或是設計,或是結論一些資料在我閒暇的時間,我的頭通常很重...所以我沒有我的健身計畫剛我回來繼續寫,我身體沒有那樣感覺,所以我吃少一點。




My mother is somewhat looking out the Chinese New Year, we have these 3 days planned. I don't have the mood because I am in the timezone space of the American side and the Europe time side, and I am speaking in English.

我媽還是有這中國過年的氣氛,我們有三天安排的,我其實沒有這麼多心情,因為我的時間區域在美國或是歐洲那邊,而且我講的是英文。



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