Pouring Rain

下大雨

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Long long long long long Eon ago, to today. 

About 100 years ago, there was a decision needs to make, so people have to come together to discuss the situation. All of that today, its not seen, its not heard, its not important. Not to the people's real life.

But the macroscopic views to that every human on Earth life, its only possible between the man and the woman. The best scenario, you graduate from college, go home. Never will be one occurring Linkedin things = build your client. To the bf, to the financee, or to your parents. You didn't think their head can think.

You die in your home with your parents run out of the money, that will be the mother probably.

Every guy is eternity selfish, and so are you girls, but you girls can get lie to one to zillion in every small affection. Or you inche your way in, he slap at you, finish that discussion. In the younger couple, its very very very bad. The police cabin is full of these European young, perfect couple, young, and each break each other routine, the life, the money, the chair on the head. 

For every girl, its best you seeing no challenge in life, meaning you imagine you becoming better at your job, but most guys on the job field will tell you = you are not made to the job. Not just they knowing that, they seeing you period pain, they will be hating that situation because inside their life, they will never be.

You can call them arrogance, or when they are happy, the Chinese words is One skull of the Brain. One single direction they are happy.

When the guy's age are young, they are very very unstable, not just normal or disable, or like Tamang. But that will be the only guy ever opens up their mouth to talk. Otherwise you have to go to the entertainment world where these real position of the guys, they got train into chatting format, or even speaking the English in my cases.

English, its per word insert that person's life. Every day, by per spoonful. I live with them, but EF, they doing that. If Hailey they do those jobs in Taiwan, that is the EF expectation. I think they are leaving, or they take care of the both jobs site of the missionary. I am not sure.

• Every girl hates the guy inside that house. I am not as affected, because I never had a sister bond, or my mother. She is at my brother, not at me.
• But because I can see these Sailor Moon, I will tell you every girl's the only heaven, its your cluster of that Pitch Perfect. Either the guys evolve to know that, or they always knew that. They hate that one to zillion. Really. You and your sister, or your mother.
• You have a belief, if he sees you talking to your family like you look big, and grand. False.
• You have a belief, if you have a lot of the friends near by you, that is false.
• You have a belief, that dignity you present, he respects you.
• No guys respect any girls.
• Really. Intimacy is real, that guy will know exactly what type of the girls you are.
• To the TV classify materials = that one coin of toss to multiple.
• I can see its real. You had a certain quality.
• But it will never be he will respect you more, ever in those language be seen by a cluster of the Pitch Perfect if not 1, or 2, or 3. Whatever that means. 

I have never seen more than even one pair of the human, let's say my original life. Until I seeing the TV, and looking back the UB.....or SImon's 37. You need your mother and sister to be where your ex husband is, a brand new love pursues to you. You hate it this one guy present just even on the breathing tone of it. If alone 2 people ALONE.

10 years passes.....Same to Keanu and that 26. That will be 15 years gone? 

You know what is a relationship, with the guys, that doesn't mean you don't hate him breathing in the same space, one door opens to close, that 2 people's world to build. You hate it, you hate it, you hate it to the buttom of the sea.

Just he breathing, you fear like these animals.

Fear

Fear

Fear

Anxierty.

He cannot talk well, but anything he says, you hate about zillions tons.

So let's say lack the food, lack the water, lack the storage of these Costco. Its two people run that door swing, pushing the shopping cart back to the parking lot. There is a lot of the things I do intuitive.

Until the present time, right now.

I look..... I would never find out. 

• You open your SUV door, that door you hold it with your mind clear, not at the next by car, right? Every opens?
• Are you attentive? Get a shopping cart, touching not the middle?
• Pushing where you hand the cards to the Costco front that person.
• You take all the stuffs to walking outside Cosco, is the Sun too bright at your eyes?
• Costco selling those giant pizza and the coke.
• You pushing every bags you can in the SUV car, and close the trunk.
• He or me.
• I forget....
• He just happened in the front seat.
• I wears the sneaker, he is so short anyway. The America so big and giant, whom will dress or wear all that? Shoes?
• Going home, its to leave all the bags at the door entrance and enter.
• Someone opens the front door, you walking in and out until everything goes in.
• I talk normal, or I think normal?
• Then things on the ground, things on the table, 
• Washing your hands, washing your face, take a shower.
• That is his house, so he assorts things inside the fridge.
• At least home, I washing my hands I can, or I go to the bathroom, or we eat. 
• We cook.
• 2 people in the kitchen, how do you be with another guy in the same kitchen? 

The movie: Intern

Its very real, and that applies to the guy too. People only needs the warm blanket, a kind word, a stable food down, someone teaching you something like your parents, and you adhere that instruction like you learn it well.

To the guys or to the girls the same.

When the movies starts, you cluster your legs in the blanket, to hold that pop corn. And that will be Kian's house, I hand you the pop corn, and that is the tissue boxes we hand you?

I go to my bathroom warm my 4 limbs all the time. Its the girl's situation like that. I am always jump in jump out. You feeling better at your 4 limbs, every day so? Even the guys will feel different. 

Kian is a guy, I am not talking to you the girl, just 2 of us inside the house, or this time Nicky comes, that is hatred every extra guys? And where are the girls other than the sandwitch jobs 9-5 ? They born wealthy? 

Normally my relationship is so so so long distance, break apart, its not even in the same zone. Meaning, will I imagine he comes by the same coffee shop, one of those things?

You imagine it? America is toooooo big.

Let me imagine Taiwan. Its even a too giant city, as a kid, when I used to walk to imagine if those romance you meeting a guy on the ground.

A lot of the girls will lose their attention when someone talking to them. 

Aging, then lost the memory. So is the guys. 

That age will never never forever reversed it back. Never ever again. 

Movie: Intern, its only one last ten years, you hope some olds hold for you or your near by. Any of you my age. This is the one last round, no more. You will only be seeing the youth after your age bracket pass on. In the end of the 10 years.

One last round such as,

• "Are you hungry? Let's eat."  (you live long enough the Ella Enchanted, its not venting sound every click sound she enters the house is something annoying.)
• "You done, let's get out."
• "Today we gonna do things..... "    (there is a goal)
• "The basic making a list on the table" 
• "Here is how you say....things"
• "Say that again?"
• "No, say in a different way?"

You didn't realize that, its no more. When you screw up the TV, people will know you screw it up your life. Most olds takes people is by imagination they get it wrong, or they built up their life til they break that apart. That is not for you to ruin those life.

52 weeks a year

Friday, its about 4 or 5 times per month. What do you all do on the Friday night home a perfect couple?

The food, the drink, and eat on the couch watching a movie, someone hands you a blanket, cover your socks, you feel good? You date one year, that is only 52 times you have in life, 10 years, that is only 520 you ever have your feet warm.

You are losing it, or you will never be any part of it.

Only your parents will say those soften word when you grew up. 

You can only be with one guy, whatever these TV makes too big of the splash fame.