SMCH

The day I was told that Bible was just an artifact ....I never change a word of it.

You have a middle school - Sakura Clear Card

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gs9jJRX7u1g

You know how that actress does her interview when she was making that Real Love, because every actress or actors have to study the real people inside their real life, in order to act that Broadway show. You know I listen to all that ? Your garbage?

The Bible is not supposed to be 2000 years old outdate artifact, whatever that sounds to me, my heart skip every beat since the day I am that I am, never ending this. I did gain weight, just never that book of yours OU. That is WAY too much weight for me. But I do remember my heart, I can feel it, I won't talk about it just like the Earthquake I cannot talk about it, I cannot talk about it.

My mother and my grandmom has the heart problem. Both, similar to that comic book. My heart cannot take a lot of those things, it didn't get lighter, I putting things in place including my weight, that doesn't mean, I can just lose the weight I can, or gain weight when I feel like. 

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The guy, or the man at your age bracket is not remaining a lot ....and the outside guy they know every story I say to the public, written it down, because if its a story told to me, its sent to me so they have all the files outside. You understand this or not? You can argue to the court with many things, that is with the IQ, not if one day that alone road to the outside, they have every kind of the high tech. 

When they training the people outside, to that road, it meant at the heart, at the correct manner, they also respect you as a Master or a teacher. From the outside, its no one knows. Inside, its a gigantic mass. 

The guys even here, they help you to deal the paper works, its they are your disciple, not as they seeing you as the lover or the bf. You know that clear, or you want me to hold their neck, these works they do, they do it as the respect .....

Tina Jojo or a lot of the girls only have those words, its how you remember 40 years ago, you want people to respect you, so this on going all the time, you transform into a new figure, that everyone respect you.

You believe that, or you understand that?

But the half population is the man !!! I cannot change that. 

You will tell me if you understand, its a lot of the wish that your Master grant you. I told you, its half of the population = man. Including your own Master or Babaji. 

I cannot change ANY of that. "You often question me and my father...." (Prince of Persia - Sand of Time)

This kind of that Tina Jojo and you, its very very similar. Really. Those mentality, you will tell me being a nun is not to seek the love, or your 2 years with the late husband were.....well, when you strolling around the beginning years in Taiwan, you feel it was not a shame. Now 40 years pass, because of the Broadway show, you putting inside that inside your mind as a plead to God, you thinking no one hearing you, or I am so damf at it. 

I know that is Real Love, Love of Century, Loving the Silent Tear.

If I say that, you feeling it fine? I know, I know, I heard, I hear every word of it. Shut up.

I tell you what I want, not the last day to find out ....really. This Ancient Chasez or the outside their courtesy to you as a Master, meaning respectful, because this life I don't have a memory of the First Life, or why these people even relevant...when they making this Sakura Clear Card to end up today, all things were you are cute, or you are just like seeing that, NOT his own comic book he goes where to digging that First Life file. 

He looks reverence, I can take that, I am not as important one of those, FOR the humanity reason. NOT the last reason one day I got lie to, this Sakura Clear Cards WAS made in my honor. 

I die. I told you I die many time.

• You have a background, I told everyone.
• You are not the middle school, I guessing its for the children to grow up another bracket in front of my eyes. My classify material happens to be kingdom garden and first grade (Contact 1997).
• But I am the one told you, your master given you a name.
• BAZZAR you are at third = void
• This life doesn't count, my heart is skipping beat, what is not count?
• I say your own name is an interface. I skip my heart beat, again.
• Void = nothing.
• Comic book = Square looking, no one sees it, only I did. I hold it....fine.
• Ancient Chasez looks normal, reverent. 
• I can die in the lies, but I tell you its not every moment I die each time in the end of everything. 

You master meant if its a public exoteric teaching, you know this word, not Ronan or Prince William heard that word.....BEAS is that esoteric teaching to their race only? Almost? 

If this is a public teaching, that is = you are nothing, he is the thing if he got mummified? 

That means the money, or the honor? The outside they use the money later on? 

I try to hold things normal, or passing the things normal in every degree, as mild as the humanity leaping their time or their technology or anything in anything for a brighter and advance future.

You are?

I know they told me, might be 100x worse, or 100x betterment. 

There is a lot of that going on, I just keep dying on it. Every direction of life, in everywhere. But with the high tech, or ET, there might be something mix entwine, so I didn't heed it too much of every details. Because That is too much, a lot of people got to do things, including you to put on the stage, so I taken....that is not a lot of the free will. 

I cannot be one person keep dying on this. I will tell you that. A lot of things pile up 10 years. If I type out, its not a word you reading it through, it might 100x worse than when I describe or verbalize on it, but I don't have the man power to report back to me. So I am in my loosen mind, almost know, or almost forgotten. If they keep sending things in, I keep telling everywhere in every side.

I rest now.