10/26/24

So you have your high school transcript? DDDDD

Not G? Gamora, whom is Gamora in Avenger those short clip, everyone aim at anyone else.


This dagger at this Aquaman the lost Kingdom movie. Shane?! The guy you stabs on his hands, and come back to beat you up, those. I think he might be still alive, Kate. How you stab on him, and he violent hurts you, the next day or that is I imagine that? This old couple called the cops, or she called the cop and close the door?

He ever puts a beer bottle on top of your head, and you faint down, in bleed? The same day or the next day?  Almost like the windows of that transformer the Bubble bee, your kitchen warm 4 people, but that is the corner, not too many lights. You are against the wall to the right, dead corner. The Bat Man movie, she had a corner, and a Bat man save her, that scene.

You remember now, the next 20 years, you don't do the memory recall, someone asking you to sit down? Or 1000 lifes after, there is a future, every word you confess for you yourself to that future, its a good thing for you yourself that 1000 lifes after.


Do you call Will at all, the last 1 hour? Or that is a fake conversation I heard?! You panicking to plead to him, or beg him almost? That is not real, right? He says he is busy with that Riley?

He had no lunch today?    He didn't read yet ...That is the conversation. 


You know that word slumber

You research or heard Japan, a more outskirt worlds, those not us here, not Japan main area where Hugh went. That is what you finds out? Japan has those not very nice places, but they are not supposed to be the slumber. How do you end up here with Will in Asia, again?

I think it is called the slumber....I cannot find that word.


No, I didn't decide to be with any of them.  But I do call in. 

The normal European society grown up kids....usually no one will come from the slumber, that is what I mean. America, too. Us here, too.


Japanese wife cooking kitchen.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/7CUVGjduJqE

I seeing a lot a lot a lot.


Normally, we....the girl's worlds. Like just if I don't have anyone else, my mother, and me. Nick used to be, or Hank with my sister. One dish per utensil, to go near in the kitchen. Like....knowing or seeing the kitchen the women or the girl's does. This video (the link above). It has to be my mother type, or some of the other women type.

I seeing this too often !

If everything so negative about.....we only live that moment trying to make it better. Just me and my mother. These kinds of the container dishes.

So its the food ingredient. The chilly pepper, the American chilly pepper, the Chinese red dry pepper. Here in Taiwan, we can get the fresh one, so China has those cooking tips or Taiwan, too. The hot oil, like my mother did. Those very small tip.

You prepare to do that?


You comfortable in your language use, and that you planning your life its without Will and the 3 kids in Japan? That is America didn't say anything this far? You all go to US to sort that? So what you gonna do in Japan? I remember I saw your last time you gone to this smaller room to eat alone, and then the microphone like a campus TA to 20 years younger kids in the bootcamp, those wooden long long table. They are the sea sailor.

You comfortable doing that kinds of the scene. No more England culture, no more England wave, or those interviews you walking in to shake hands, and with Will around, you saying that is the 2 couple, the husband and the wife. You don't feel.....being left 1 person alone. So do you imagine you talk to Will about your next relationship? You gonna fly alone from Japan to 1) 2) 3) 4) 5), once you stabilize your routine, you don't even want to move out of the house, on those far away calling? Because if one extra normal guy pair you up, your kids can visit you? Your 3 kids for the rest of their life....too far imagine Japan flying England through China air? That is the only way to fly? 

Yes.


You pretend I know ....I can tell.

But these power Will had, you live through, its every security people you both together to show up venue, dress up, and enjoy the evening. There is the title, there is the photograph, there is the spotlight. And....just you staying home, doing the video calling, he is always near by. You guys are not really together together, but...he is always around. 

A guy being around, like him, and his all around? You know where or how the house gonna look like in Japan? You both decide that, or trying to come in Asia and figure it out later? 3310, what it says, you two sleeping one side to another?

Do you open up your mouth, text him, write to him ....thought about.


"Can you give me 2 days to breath, and I text you later. The house, the plan, the future. I am stressful."


Japan or here, there is no one a blonde hair !!!!   Not the TV, not the ads, not the grocery store. You ever met and spent time with the Asian, you are now to imagine to live in it.


I know the scene, where you EVER breath in the past. Those are nothing but the muslin girl's head wraps. You eating those food?!


Me. Shane they are....European grown up. Their TV is about the sex, not about the Sikhism

Your ex husband will NEVER be this Flower Thousand Bones. 

This is not the time to blend that reality, but other than they are stressful the literacy or the presentation must be in English speaking, or the writing in every holiday show up those VIP red carpets, that is their perfect world.


Me and nick

Me and my mother, in the communication daily.

Both means inside the home, I always have someone near by, or I care about, to keep that conversation between the 2 people happy small tiny worlds. The real person's voice.


  • Me and my mother does the feet and the hands.
  • She knows how to purchase online, those foot machine skin remove. You know how to shop online in Japan?
  • I know how to needle, she knows her needle. The blister if you burn yourself in the kitchen.
  • The sport creme apply on her, she is aging.
  • If I am not well, she finds me the pain killer patches.
  • Its just 2 people in the house, the communication and the trust, and the handling things for this family all around, when we can.

You are 1 human inside a flat home, or an apartment? You walking on your own, by the jeans and by watching someone bump into you, you stop, you see, or Will never tell you?

What you gonna do inside your own home, you blister, you buy those noodles boxes, always in stock, or the shoes broke. Where to fix the shoes, all that. This is what you imagine you will have that life in Japan?

You are 20 years older than those youth, you microphone at. Just the summer right?

You feeling good, you feeling strong, they find out why you end up like that? 


You ever been around an Asian in your life?

A youth Asian couple? Your English military ship them, when they going home? Drop you off?

You speak in their language, to becoming one of them? Or you focus right side America, or left side any time on your call to when you flying out back to England?


Your Youtube IP in Japan, its Youtube open that local TV for you?

The Japan home gonna be smaller? Right, Will may not be able to afford it.


What soup do you usually make?

Those big container, Canada has them. For the spice. But normally I don't know where to find them. You make yourself feel comfortable, if this is what they make you do? You don't eat well, you don't sleep well, you are too tense, you had a past. The big pot those cooking.


Not China, not Japan, right?

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/lO0epcQ6CLM


We don't really have those Mediterranean food. Here in Asia.


American casserole

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/BrwX53Qwpbc


My ring finger hurts ....rescue the dogs.

Me and Shane ! 

I don't think you meant that is a religious idea in your born background and force you upon another relationship. You are like that. But if you like those chat table, that is only when Will takes you to....and he usually just quiet, and drinks, far away, and you talk?! 

That is probably not you two are together, and going back to the big room, and not in the real life, you imagine every 20 years you change a house, do you?


You staying in that house til your old age, you look like them, and you got hatred felt, wrap in the winter blanket too cold, and watching a movie in an alone house, or that is the apartment, not too small, or too little?  No one talks to you about this, and that is why you choose not to live in America. 

The heater in Japan to what big square footage, the whole floor heating?

That is the first immediate day you land ...and settle the purchase of the house, and move, or the shipment you have to pick up from England staffs not coming in, they just phone you? You are the first time to feel, no more attention? It was from Will, those cooking lady, those staffs, those security, those wave guards, or make a space for you?


You just suddenly got dropped here this summer? 

I found you at a ranch....no where near by town. One of those girls military if they got lost 2 hours train, to find the goods to ship back to your military around there. That is what I did say the last time. Their food !


You prepare your mind, its not a full year 4 seasons you keep flying with your make-up box to show up the Live events, anymore? Seeing your own kids will have their own school activities.

Its very far from Japan to England, or America.  You will get used to just staying home. How do you gonna lock your house? The security box? Someone can go in and check the stove, the boiler, you writing those things down on the fridge, that is what you should check. The every backdoor, they lock it?

That is a home has no more people, no more noise. Your family dead the last time you sorting that?

Did they make you to watch the movie: No Reservation, and ending up those isle walking in shopping the food for your own family and cooking? You want to tell them, anything you looking for was those movie say, you had a past.

Not "Everything started with a lie"

I am the one looking at YOU, lady.


If my mother is not fat, nick is not fat ....

That is when England Will side. They getting smart with this.


I don't know whom that little girl's name? Peyton.

Your granny shivering. You want to kill her? Carla that side.

She says, the ancient belief, or you have those belief? You make things like that, its to make me suffer. One person connects to another. "We taught her that."

You make things like that, her tongue out, the coloring blue, is that the bubble gum? What is that?

The holy crusade?

Muslin ! You guys are Muslin (talking to the ghost).....

Look around, isn't that ....


If you cannot be dead, you make that same counterparts, that girl dead. That is how they taught you?

You want to use that concept to tell me to suicide?

The religious doctrine?

You believe the human made of some worth if they crusade, right? So how did you dream about your teen's bubble one Cinderella, a dream of the lifetime to ends at a middle of no where in America? Something in the TV I wish to know? WV.

V Vendetta?

That is a warning, so its the line up. And you can get a funding from UK, and some for you yourself. Its the crusade means. Will will not be so hedge on it. Its middle of no where, the human life is not worth like you said.


You use both them, and the birds from America. You use the post office mail. 

You can only look at the shelf in UK grocery store, that looks like Korea, you all went the day Will shows up. He remembers, that is the UK store? 

You can only height at your own degree, not bent down to look. That is just the isle, not the exit. The security It is in front of it. You eyes to move, its where your entire eyes muscle with that head of yours, moving.

Tell me, what I want to say, what I intend to say, what you understand I did say, sound that day...you know that is an isle, and those shelf your height? You are focus, or you are in stress?

Those are the room temperature isle, looking for a toy?!

Lauren 2013, looking for a toy for an 8 years old son name ....what? Adam.


I am too tired to have a conversation when they always exist here.

Everyone goes to sleep.



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