11/12/24

I am not even sure what you talk about, sigh...

[ He is the father's new hired, doesn't even know I had the military training, too bad, its actually I deliberately, on purposely........  taken those loads, no one even knows we are that much difference. ]


"oh, okay I understand what you are saying, can you hand the phone to dad?  I have something to ask him. Things just like tonight.  "


"okay okay, I hand the phone back to her." (next by)


[ dizzy, what time it is .... I don't even know how far this gonna go, he gonna buy into what I say, tonight sound like a word they say ] the arm on the top of the eyes, laying it down. (he was sitting up with the phone).


[ Do I need to eat something, I forget my schedule, they say...if I don't eat and these morphin going into my blood system, it gonna ruins my diet plan / the skin works, all those rubbish she ever did says, trying to accord to see if anyone buying into it from the newspaper, the aura, or the chi, what was all that, the English all believing in it, she must believing in it so well. ]  

Dizzy.

His head is revolving on laying it down, if tilt his head down a little bit tip down. Chin up....No one in the van, its outside on the phone.

 

[ What time it is, still mid-night, the sunrise will have things I can see....all these darkness or blood, tomorrow we will have a good drama to see, whom wins whom's heart, the hero saved the beauty all that talks. None sense things a bunch, the fist to fist, is not those Asian will ever learn, so well....oh well. ]

Dizzy.


[ I cannot even register one word what she says, what did she say. She says this whole things is blast to where...my father is on his meeting or on his way. I hope he is on his way, no one knows we never see each other in 10-20 years, according to her calendar, I don't even know how long I never seen my family members at all. They think she doesn't have the family, or I ever had a functional family....sigh.....dizzy.]


[ Did she says, she had a functional what? All those words, she is a secretary of my father, or this is someone they new hired for my brother? Is he in those seated, be-seated, according to her, we both can be finished, or she means no longer he puts his foot on those seating position, those thrones ideas....it must be the greatest jokes, not the greatest wizard, what did she say all that for? She hears what? I say what? I don't even remember what I say anymore, on the news. What's on the news, the public relation? We got a public relation? When? Meghan never gonna believe those lies, right? What public relation? She had a public relation in her high school, or she was the public relation, it must be a joke of the day, she looks like that. Did we ever meet? What did this publicist say again, my father what, not pleased about...I can hardly remember the last sentence to the next sentence, so much pain, do they even put the anesthesia in it....so much morphin if they make me drinks to ruin my blood works, the words she uses....so much garbage of these. dizzy..... ] 


[ She won't know what time our timezone is, too bad for her. That is his words, they extract from the email from another she, whom are they, those too bad for whom, whom wrote these......if I can get her mother talks to her again. She might listen to me better.  ] 

[ So much different cases, on the same all line again.....what should I do. They say, to tell the truth or not telling the truth, the China biggest TV cinema movie or the TV plots, which one is this. Are they coming in? Listening to all this. She won't be happen to listen to our conversation right there, next by that publicist,.....cannot. I need to ask my brother to cut off that publicist, I worry about this thing too much. ] 

[ Wait, maybe my brother is online, believing all these garbage she ever wrote, broadcasting all over the globe sent to the congress, my father is in the meeting, he believes those garbage she ever says? I need to check my internet, dizzy...where is my phone. Is he awake, I don't even know what time I am right now here. Meghan awake, looking for me? She never asked for me in case I disappear out of the wood, refuge to run away, the police run and hit by their car, she must be smart, not to disclose anything......true. She doesn't believe them anything, I am such a studious person by appearance. All they ever said. All that acting up. What I gonna do, change my appearance, telling her, when I run away. That is what they ever said with Kate. What do they say again? She can listening to me and sent it to the Congress.....need to sit up and click the phone, where is that website whom said whom sent in the things to becoming the Congress reports, where? The Congress directory. There is a Congress directory? I hardly believe this crap anymore, she can what, literally turn my words against anybody, or against her. She meant Meghan, right? She has nothing to do with any of her family, she wants to have anything to do with me. I think she just taken anyone's a photo to make out of this.....not even 5 years old to convince the Congressman?! Our Congressman, no wonder they got disassociated....anyone believing in her......What words did she use, the disassociation of.....she speaking what English, the Australia English, or we really all ending up in Portugal, like the Father says, they believe that stuffs, we speakiing in English, and we will end up ....here, are they outside even. I am one person alone on the side road, its not they leaving here to die, did they sew back those wound, I think the bleeding stop or they wash off a bit, my bleedy wound /legs to her pleasant entertainment must be.

If this thing gonna end up on the television like she the publicist say at the Congress, one of us gonna die, it surely will never be me, at all. dizzy, someone even believes her that craps, anything coming out of her mouth in the early morning. She knows her time, or they just hang her the phone? What time I didn't even see it, they say 3 or 4. That early. What time we are might be.....can I even...seeing this screen brighter light if they coming in and help me. 

She says what, she can hear what I think inside my head every word out of her wit. Out of her head, she meant...which English they are speaking now, her English, she uses the wit that word, she even knows that word in the traditional English, no one ever used that word in the modern human history. So much this garbage, this talk, she does those talk like she is a scholar, she is not even 5 years old.  And my hair is not even full up grown.....feeling vomiting. 


Maybe she meant our Congress, the time is wrong....


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[ I sleep a little bit, I will feel better, maybe they dump me here, already. They cannot go far....not with me, not with my cases or otherwise they shouldn't be saving me, right? This is such a bad day, at all. Staring for what, I don't even remember now. It started as .... she says what ....I cannot even remembered. ] 

[ Got so anger just about anything I hear about it, to becoming like now ....whom is she thinks she is, really the TV character, with all that saying, my father even believes her all that.....they must be suspend those liscence somewhere to say the royal image, I should check, something is not right, anything she talks about it....it sound right, not farmiliar or I should say its exactly that in the court and what? Which party gonna ends up yield that side, I then win? She thought about that, or she gonna sue us, the father says, why is always he says about this...no one else replacing, and anyone else will never say those things to the public anymore. She will no longer has the up hold to him or to my brother. Cannot they see I am working hard for this, all those are the murder trial, any of this movie, so easy to make it against to each other, according to the judge. I make them scared a little bit, they all belieivng me I was the high school drop out. She says what, I am the middle school, like her now? She has that bold courage to even get up and appeal to me. I hold this court power for so long, no one knows the fake or the acting things, because I play the lower parts, they all saying that....and now look at this...the police knows I have the muscle strength, or they telling each other now, its on the police station camera, she even knows about what...how to bite the tongue and with...withstand, or fight back, lean back....

Are we sure whom we are talking about? Which words did she says, lean back to the wall, and put down your chin, the jaw, which words she says I won't even remember those martial art training from my brother. She does that for a living, that must be very attractive to say a 5 year old to get along in the school, those are her friends, ....I don't even know what they look like now. Never see, never know, never heard. 

I need to rehearsal things, maybe not today, this morning, I am so morphine relax, they know which luxuative things they make me drink, so burning to my stomach, maybe that is the alcohol, they have those trending in the ambulance, even. Know my hobbit. Are they doing this movie words stream to cheat on each other's cases, those sounds funny.

I must hatred myself this morning or every morning after this one police reports being filed. What I gonna tell them I sit in those jailing time not too far, I will think of something else....by the time I got out. That sounds fair, must be fair they say. She is fair? This is so ugly, all these things had happened and they got me each and every time move. That is amazing. They know by how I move in the darkness, in the car, or in the wood? Or that is their protocol? What do I gonna sue them, in the police car or in the indoor, that is her words. Saying like that, maybe sound like her type of the norm people. They keep saying that, why they are saying that?

We gonna get in so much troubles with this, this one police report, I got to think of something.....they can tell by the indoor light, not even these....she kept saying the vampire....the white light like the skin so white? That is why they can see. That man has a gun, that is a strange argument. But the police car, they will have no evidence, other than that police deliberately turning the car left side without my consent, why he even doing that, and crawl out.....I can say I defense myself or what should I say, I almost thought I will be the refugee running and get the movie stain, they say which train to hop on, that is on the movie stream now, one in the roll? She doesn't even know its me, because she is too busy typing on us !

I made a such assurance and the determination, never gonna see Meghan ever again, they say just the rage to stab...anything but her, that sounds clear instruction and run off. That will make her believe, her friend gonna die, which one?  No one is the police, everyone is the failure of the medical students, that is what she says. She believes those things? The medical science is the biggest heart of the humanity? That is what SHE says, she says....those are so stupid, but right now I need them back to this van, so my games can never stop, should I run off this time, with this? In the morning I cannot think anymore, the plan isn't the morning route, what about tonight? I can succeed, if they file that police report in, all over the world is what?

Getting the same report? She joking me, since when? 

Don't fool with her...dizzy....maybe I should just rest and sleep until they settle outside those phones whatever the garbage she will even believe the medical telling her. The wound, or what the police did, they will ever appeal for me to sound like a one happy family, at all. Not I ever will done to them, she says. Father believes her, or I even believe that myself, I am the one on running, the runner. What is so big deal of all that, I just get away from Meghan, that's it ! The rage on her or on me.....those garbage. 

To sound like weak. 


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