You both have the father.

Hugging to cry on the shoulder when they are alive !!

I think Hugh might have a dream, he was flying and then coming it down, its lower, get back up, or drop, then drop right down. I am not sure he clear that dream saying it clear. In those hue sky grey darkness.

I always find my mother a lot more closer if I have to keep going back to the hospital, some small surgical. Its good when she is alive !

I am watching the movie.

No, that is not a surgical. That is an enema. The older people uses. Its a tube insert to your anal. Its not opening up your skin = the surgical. 

Yeah, all of those are the doctors and the nurses. The hospital only has the doctors and the nurses. Of course, you can talk to them, your friend...disappeared.   You don't want to sit up and talk to them, this is the crucial moment to talk to them?! That must be very urgent ! 

"I lost the faculty to hear something for my whole life.....can you talk to my father what we just discussed?"

"I want my father to understand, but I panic sometimes, when I sit up, can I explain that again, I want you to understand me fully. Its about my brother, he cannot come back. I lost my faculty in hearing. I thought I was doing great, or doing good. "

"I always thought I balance well, but this is kinda of.....my first 2 days my head like this, no more faculty in hearing something roaring to my ears. I am very worried, anything else from my head gonna disappear, this imbalance gonna put me in a different kinds of the states of the mind. I never had that, you can help me? I just want to talk about it. Or any other office me and my father can go after this, to go in and talk about it?  "

"I had cried, so I am a little bit tired and panic, I am very sorry to just rush in with my father."

"I am happy my father is here with me today. I just wondering if you can tell me another office number I can sit down to talk to the doctor, I can talk to, not you right? We are okay here?" 

Yeah, if you sit up, you are done probably.

"Its a lot more laxative like this today, right? "

la ser tive

"How long you think I can do this? My poo schedule probably like 3 days once poo."

"You think my father can do this, too? You are a different department, sorry I panic." 

"Anything you see in the colonic, all all right?"

"You washing all my colon, the 3 segment or just the last colon?" 

"The colon is after the intestine, the 3 colons?" 

The next office room when you go to, don't talk about the panda, the otter, the birds, all that.

Just you feeling about Kevin, your friends, your whole life, you can cry in there with your father besides. Just Kevin. You start with your friend, how you usually were, your father is aware some of this situation. Sit up your back straight. You feel easy to vent !

Get the tissues from them.

Eat something light today.  You already cried a several time, its tiring. You eat light and go to sleep, drink a lot more fluid. Breath some fresh air in the sunshine, you feel good. 

Your left or right side ear....? In the sunlight?

haha ....

This movie, its at your right ear, you save the left him, and 1 young right... the older him escapes on the right uphill.

Don't worry about the movie. You cried, and you drink something. You clean up your sinus, the nose, the tears. You don't feel good at your stomach, don't eat too much. Crying and eating not good. No, you don't digest too well if it really hurt you. 

You drink. 

Its probably nothing in the ending. They emphasize how....the right side train carts keep loosen 1 and 2 and 3 times unhooked, and the last time save themselves, and he jumps 1 person suit. She is in the way, so he jumped. 

Sneeze your nose, wipe the tear, talk straight up talking to your father.

Breath, breath.

Get a stack of the tissue. After you finish, you talk to him.

Hugh is fine. 

We are at night time.  Its our weekend time. Both of us don't have a job, we are fine, you are fine. The doctor is friendly?! 

No, you just need a nurse at your right ear, the similar thing but this time, they got the visual, its....all these video we watching. I didn't know that. Once you shut off that on your right ear? Your right engine up up up, om om om om high frequency. 

You take a week to get used to a normal quiet life.

You literally cried, right? Well, if you father see this is....Eben's wall. He wants to stab on all those things on the right !!

By Monday you will feel different than these 2 days weekend !!

Have a good rest of the day ~~