2/24/25

You mean you all want to help me this here, now? 你們意思是說你們現在想要幫我在這邊?

No, I don't have one family left. No.

You just get 2 guys down there + 1 truck company, we moving everything out in the time she is not here, leave some money for her. This is the end. Last goodbye. We never had a life, not as a family.

No, not as 5 boybands, all sitting down in per table, you cannot see how bad she is, and make a face for me? No. Last goodbye, forever gone. Her youngest sister did that, the youngest princess, Tiger.

He Alex does this swing door a lot, and their parents coming a lot (the kid's grand parents). It might be they are divorcing badly, too. All of those issues to divorce. He probably guessing I can leave, so I leave.

I know, I told Shane just now, he needs to go to sleep, and tomorrow we talked again, I said, "As a bf....like you have many gf, those?"

Right, well....

Like imagine him and Nicky, or Justin, or Brian....those buried under the ashes...those. I becoming the highest of the universe those one life something important? I never had anything. Pang had. Harry Potter. 

Or this is those bf-gf talk, like I as a girl have to say "you be here, or my parents those?"  I don't have it. I told you.

Or, what does the girl suppose to ask the guys?  "Carried the luggage, and tape the boxes, those?"  

I ....never had a decent guy near by. Never had.

Talking tones.  2:59  William Perish, Meet the Joe Blacks. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDOu8ZUkeio

Pang's 3 elementary best friend, 3 family, are American lotto green cards.




沒有,我一個家人都沒有,沒有。

你們只需要兩個男孩子下面 + 一個卡車公司,我們搬走每一樣東西在她不再這裡,留一點錢給她,這就是結束,最後的再見。我們從來就沒有生活,不是家人。

不是,不是五個男孩樂團,通通做下一張桌子,你們沒有看到她有多糟糕,幫我擋一點顏面? 沒最後的再見,永遠不見。她的最小的妹妹做那樣,最小的公主,老虎。

他 Alex 常常就是轉那個 swing 的門,他們夫妻離合家長常常來 (小孩的爺爺奶奶),這可能是他們在離婚,很糟糕,這所有有關離婚的情況,他大概猜我可以離開,所以我離開。

我知道,我告訴尚恩現在,他需要去睡覺,明天我們在講,我說 "當一個男朋友....像說你有很多女朋友,那些?"

喔~ okay, 這 ....

像說想像他跟 Nicky 或是賈斯汀,或是 Brian....被埋在灰土裡面 ...那些? 我變成宇宙最高一生突然有什麼很重要? 我從來就沒有任何東西,邦有,哈利波特。

或是這是男女朋友講法,像說女孩子說  " 你在這裡,或是我家長這些?"  我沒有,我跟你說過了。

或是,這是女孩子應該跟南孩子說?  "提行李,黏盒子,那些?"

我.... 從來沒有好的男孩子在旁邊,從來沒有。


邦的3 小學同學三個家庭,都是美國樂透綠卡。

說話的語氣。2:59 威廉死了,遇見死神黑 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDOu8ZUkeio





This is... you Shane has to be at the down stair? I cannot just get to the hotel and wait, and file my American passport when I sleep better with my head a few days, all of you can afford me a week, just rest my head? 

Not her verbal abused here, just a meal?   "What is smell so stinky, let's open the windows and air out !" Just now, passing by me. Hurt my head in the afternoon, bang the closet, or the washer and the dryer.

Can you stop thinking and doing exactly what I said?!!! Seriously?

You guys, or all of you take me away, and that's it?  Yep.

No seeing, no knowing, no communicating, no court room show up, no knowing anything my website, I was still the useless human she one lifetime ever knows. She gonna get in the court and have a fight with this Alex, over this property or all things, bind together with the neighbors, and the near by as the town hall love to hear. Vocal her voice out, you watch and see, and learn. That is whom she is. All these neighbors other than 1 me.  If I talk to the neighbor, she will yell at me, any of this neighbor. 

They both done this DNA Romanian strips business, nothing works. Nick does those Jesus wooden cross statues to sell in the 90s, nothing works. They know that, nothing works.


Can you just super size font?!


I was still the useless human she one lifetime ever knows. She gonna get in the court and have a fight with this Alex, over this property or all things, bind together with the neighbors, and the near by as the town hall love to hear. Vocal her voice out, you watch and see, and learn. That is whom she is. All these neighbors other than 1 me.  If I talk to the neighbor, she will yell at me, any of this neighbor. 


She is the fallen digital era human, I say that the thousand times, its the neighbors, the chat, the knocking door, the sibling coming near by. Never urban planning, never knowledge, its the chat chat chat, everyone is the family, near by, no one does the harm.

THAT IS THE FUN THINGS TO DO !!!!


No, no hotel buffet, you mean....what?

I already told you. No one.



You whomever....if already here, you tell the government, or the mayor, can we taxi stand in front of it. He told you okay, you just standing in front of it. I got my luggage from the markets, she is not here, a certain days, that is when I pack, in 3 hours we leave here.

The post office is one road away, I got 5 or 6 boxes, I ship it down from the elevator, you 2 or 3 put that in the van, we drive away, that's it. I leave the things on the table, and mail the key later.

Yeah, you can come up, 1 or 2 of you, walking up, and we lift these boxes, going down in the elevators, and put in the van, and that's it. 


And I just fedex her keys back. I leave some money on her table.

That's it?   Yes.


Why cannot you buried yourself still under those LA ashes still with your company there, and just hire someone stands downstair exactly I told you, 2 people near the van, and a packing company coming in, with her stands there, and I watch my stuffs, we pack in few hours, she doesn't take my stuffs, and I asked her some other things, and we can just leave? 

You all have a lawyer to represent me.


My sibling, relative.   None of them exist.

UB, Lee, none of them exist.

I say that about thousand times. It DOESN'T EXIST.


You mean Washington DC?

Last time, I said. None of them exist in my life the last 30 years, 25 years, period. 

No phone number, no email, no contact, no leave a message. Never change, never will be. 


What I really need?

The exactly time, I said, the afternoon ....coming in

5 luggages, 5 different boxes, an envelope, some money I mail fedex with the key back to her, or the lawyers hand it to her, when I leave.

Some big trash bag, the next 7-11, 5 giant trash bags. The city make.

Or which you, can you just stand there sitting in the car, I run on my own?


Question

The news here said, you Shane and Justin (Justin and Shane)....

7 days on vocation....I already said you don't need to come in.

The first question: 12 district champion?

The second question: Someone's funeral, seeing her the last time?


Can you both do exactly I said, not ANYTHING ELSE. It doesn't exist ! I never had a family.


No, just let their mouth be open like the mute, damf ought to be vola on their special talents. 

No sound, no knowing, no news, no care, no written notice, not TV news, no TV fame, no proud, no one sound. NO SOUND.

They are the mouth of the universes, needs to full of their pride, and they are loving it to keep doing it. Never correct, never communicate, never chat, never talk to, never tell them, never show off, never never one air moves, as if this one lifetime, they will live and breath passing by, someone just as useless as the begger. 


Everything surrounding them is very immediately real, don't you think? All these neighbors, are 20 people max ....are their happiest moment to vola with the judge. Its to mouth fight. 20 human exists in that overall, to that 1 universe of this Eon and Kalpa, they deserve only 20 human, and that's the only promise the Lords will assure them, me the Lords...their one lifetime, just as their every wish as they ever deserved. Just like those UB.


Nick, I think his photo shows on that facebook icon. Its to kill me. I am very sure he is in that every intention ever were. You as a guy, you know that, or you feel that, or this news lie to me?


Shane or Brian (Justin)


Tell me what do you see those UB 20 years gone meant and tale....after 5 Lords Review, was every second in this one lifetime minus, they spent time losing me, to even see me 1 last time. Not even one face they seeing it in person. Ever. 

I never mentioned, I never explained, I never require to tell them how special I am, or why that efforts were this life, even as the Jesus coming back. I will give them the greatest applause, and hooray, how they can close their gate door, one up rise job, and the near by 50 associates, 1 Linkedin, other than the life veil so many question and the doubts, or arguing, they are not the choosen one, or how special that responsibility, were not the universal hierarchy.

As the guys, you thought your life its to fighting through, those air....doesn't exist in someone my world to where, people....here, don't use the force, other than a simple court room show-up everything else solved.   Me at my court room.   She Pang's mom wants that life experience were her her her doing her way, choosing that 20 hours show up, fight fight fight, yell yell yell with the judge, and see....1 me, 1 page, 1 lifetime, someone will ever hopeful....was 1 me, 1 paragraph, 1 page.

None of them realize, so why teaching them? Don't throw the pearl to those swine, Jesus says that, SMCH loves to show off that saying. Harry Potter's father was Snape says, just a swine, and as the Jesus story unfold...... Victoria Secret, Taylor Swift the snowy mountain, seeing how many pearls?

They treating me just like they treating him. Not that much difference.

1 lifetime, 1 Eon. Starting 25 years ago. Many people putting their jaw line high high high.

I am the Lords. That set out motion of the eternity paid, has never never stopped. 

To revenge on the enemy, You all as the guys, with the bright face, or happy moment....in life....Be wise to how God will punish them using that eternity to paid, not 1 door, 1 meeting, the last goodbye "anyway"?


Then I explain to you, I am the Honorable One, what was those sutra using the words...

In many people's life, they have the greatest enemy, truly truly hate, hatred. A super concentrating hate and hatred, you know or you doubting I saying that? Same her, same nick, same UB. 

This TV only made for one thing, give up all their life, except all attention focus only on 1 me. But this is not fun anymore, their samsara, cannot you see, with your eyes? Hate, means a phone call back and forth, some response with a very small language, it will never be porcelain doll is a novel, was a TV past war, or anything, or anyway, those words?

Listing 1000 phrases, they say to each other.

"But dad says."

"But"

"I although ...but."


Their evolution will stay where they hate, or "love" that response to one day, one of them pick up a knife, and literally kills the other, this small convenience city. 

This TV, is not that someone they hated the most. And all of them will agree with the judge one thing if the judge asking them.....if in your life of this whole lifetime, someone makes you pay, makes you hate, makes you hurt, it will never never never be Anna. She doesn't literally exist in our life anymore. Everyone will get up and applause, and says, "True, your honor."


So what are they hating the most?

Someone glide away this Tina jojo, every fantasy divorce tale to make Hanks says, "mom mom" was a sweet guy, or calculative, or Pang, those height guys like their daddy daddy, no where to be found, he only shows up every meals, because she pays.

Hate, to the Lords biggest revenge, has to come from their own inner beauty, and the inner core. Their most comfortable, no one anymore in this house bother her and Alex. As that hatres will be no more excuses of someone yield that wins. Outside my windows were never her windows ever sees. She knows those are not real, and indeed that every webpage filled up English words, were not the language. Never seen, never bothered, an empty house can talk 6 hours long, what a greatest zealous feeling until she left, no more noise.


Tell me, 『what do you think your life lost something? My friends?』

『 Not really. I got my freedom back』 nothing but 1 mouth, 6 hours long of the lifetime, needed the most for the next 40 years, 365 days. And to the Lords greatest Promises, 10 direction of the universe, its just as a simple wish.

  1. A 6 hours phone calls, she can literally never end talking, the religion only she believes, or that is a master word. 365 days, 5 days, for the next 40 years. 1 mouth Lords promises.
  2. A 2 sibling always her family to waiting 1 time 2 weeks vocation seeing them, she waiting them, or lock the door can be broken a tool, thin like a needles every night at my wall through the outside windows, its a gun, its a oil lamp, its Aladdin upside down.


That's it.

Just like you 2 or 3 asking me, the ending, was " That's it!" 

Clap clap clap !!! Don't you feel, as someone wishing someone truly in the worse hell, it has to be forever and eternity worse, and no one even knows, 

"That is how it is done."


"oh Anna, I hardly remember her now? My typing in my keyboard through the facebook is fun, my eye glasses tilted, I asked her to fix it for me. What can do I for you?" Nick asked at the door, he loving it, these 50 years old wrinkle old ladies paying him attention, its none stop talking.


"I hardly remember them, seriously, never seen, never meet, goodbye!"


You see...how greater force of their own freedom makes the Constitution stands, it was....their inner beauty, and the inner confident. To all these movies and the TV, the biggest winner....was never inept, inactive, nor, passive, how the Lords Promise, if I am, or was, or will be. I never hurt myself to say mild.

Don't you agree?


I meant it, it has to be forever and eternity hell I wish for them. I will complete that to all of them, every step the way. To this one Earth, not One Lord of myself, will be hurt so that this Earth co-inhabitant will not end up hellish, right?




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