Meghan

Harry drives?

City of Hope is a hospital and the research for the cancers. Not at the same location the research complex.

Me if were going to the hospital, its a taxi in 5 mins, and its everyday I can just go laying in there, that bill is not how America structure these, ICU costs or the patient's room, with or without the insurance here in Taipei.

You and Kate looks like still moving, she is not laying it down. 

You tell Harry, "You know you and your brother and your father is the family, I am not your family. One of us exit from here in America, its you and me break apart with the kids in it. But your family when you grew up, they got a label, its with or without your mother. You have to figure it out a way how to get back to your family, I know all of that is not pleasant.  You have a game in that upper class, and I don't belong to that life. It doesn't grow on me the first day, and Kate has to die on the screen because of her personality. If I don't exit now, I need to extent 1 years, 3 years to 30 years. Its for the kids and for you, too. The mean time you get back to your family. "

You can just copy it, and read it to him per word looking at it.

"My family is aging, and that is very little contact to say they gain a lot of the weight, there is a stroke risk, and some high blood pressure to live on the pills. My father, my mother does mean to me even to know they live and breath. I cannot do your games for you with any of those upper class. To stand in there, I feel small and as the American, that is for the first time I felt, I don't belong there every time, I getting near, I felt I want to go home, coming back to the America. The sensation. If that is your home, you will naturally feeling it to go home, with them, with that crowd. I don't."

You just move your argument back to your family, its real or its not real, doesn't matter.

" You know, I thought about it. Even if I imagine this, like I say to you....your book and what we did on the American land, and for them to get us back, I want you to take your kids back when you can 1 person walking in, come out, and get them, and go back. I find out enough the other things, I pack and come back. But I felt my body, and this time, I need to stay closer to my mother or even seeing my father, their funeral or that arrangement, or the works, those bills to pay. I wrote them in some profile, leaving in the binder, or the folders here. Per name label, I print them these stickers you get it from the office depot. Just the formatting in the MS Word, we learn that in the university here in America."

You have to steel that conversation back to something you want to tell Harry about.

"There is a certain game in life, I cannot handle, and you cannot handle.  And when 2 of us getting married to form a family, one doesn't drop another to say leaving behind, someone else figure it out the rest, I cannot. And I think Kate saying that to Will, but I have to stay here. That whole things I don't felt right in London. Here in America, the shopping center, or the credit cards, or some billing these transaction, with my mental stress so I can breath on the food ordering, or the swipe, or freely to drive, that was feeling North America's life in Canada the same. I like here, and as being an American. Now, the cancer treatment requires me to end up in the doctor's office, and the hospital. When your brother and your father is busy at their own hospital, you learn that on your own with them better. You take them, as I take my family with myself here. We doing things more independently, you focus better you learn the system in England better. With them, or in case you come pick us up the 2 kids first. I follow the last. This may not be the brilliant's plan, but we email, we call, we skype. I need to focus on my family just any chance living alone, or not alone, talking to them, for my mind, and not talking to you....maybe some of these driven me too much on your side, I becoming the way I feeling like, or with the 2 kids pregnant, you give me some breathing time and with my family."

When you are dying, you need to prepare him to hear a certain word, one time, 2 times, 5 times, 10 times.

"When I leave, or when that day things don't do well, you never hear these words in your age, to say, another piles of the stuffs drop on you. Sometimes people don't cope the life well, it might be the stress work long time ago accumulated this far, and none of us paying that attention. Now, listen to this, when a person exits in your life, its not your fault. Its not anyone else expecting that fault were they saying to you, if I am not here. I wish you don't put that in your mind and I sincerely saying this to you. Right now, you hearing this. When that life I cannot decide in my own pace, some of that burden it wasn't mine to carry, but I put it down the wrong foot, or I guessing, too. And you doing that with your family as well.  Now, you and me have some background and I think with that little background, we can hold it on our term, but we need to separate to make each other feeling better or to breath.  I actually don't want to say the words how Kate saying that to your brother. You know the type of the girls like her, right?  I want you to leave, I need you to leave. That is not because we don't plan if we coming back together in London, or I love the shopping cards here, or if I succeed with this Netflix, you succeed with your own book. You know what I mean?  These hospital fees or the bills if going to foreign, I take my share to go there, flight in, or find someone else, doing that almost to say, 1 to 2 people, 1 to 3 people. Its not you have 100 personal staffs + your brother and your father. You realize what I say to you? Here, is your copy. "

You just tell him, you don't want to do the way Kate did to your brother. That is the end of the conversation, we can do everything and worse, except that kind. You as Meghan has more background on those....whatever, to exit that entire conversation and living in the America with the family you still got right now.

If Harry asking you, "What is their argument, I am shocked...if you talk like that, I freeze. Can I get a copy?"

"I print 2 more copies in this folders, here."

" I think this is what she did.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=185ZAi3E0SE  with Hugh, too.  When you go back, you have to think, he exists there, also. " 

"Everyday we plan about 6 months to 2 years. I thought about the 2 kids' future and the college fund. I gonna make 2 folders, one is in America I know what I used to do, and many people here can help. One is England I figure it out, or guessing it to do the write-up. Eton college I think its you all gone to. You know, I didn't think your brother and Kate had a good start, he steels away after that? That is not an actually our college year here, that is high school up to the 12 grades, right?"

You give him a timeline, you and him are both panick.

"I think there are something the American did for us, and we keep hearing this, just in case, so I gonna research mine, your side don't necessary land here on the first day, but America has a certain personnel, I think they can find out all the health problems for us here. You learning both, and I leave it at this folder files. I gonna find a USB, 2 of them. You keep 1, I get 1. Right now its here, but I keep them both because I gonna keep save them, so this ceramic dish, you seeing them, you open and read and put it back when you are done. "

( we move these in different posts, 12345 )