9/30/24

No, all the guys gamble, number 1 suicide.

Outside, too. You will never find out.

I don't believe there is a true love, really. I have seen many things, and many guys. The day you found out they gamble, smoking, fumble their organ not to wash, washing front, washing back....or they put anything inside their mouth to test their urination, a lot higher chances than the women. Their behavior is jumpy, or so different than the women. I always be the women's perspective, and you say 2 male leadership we ever knew.....to wish one of them didn't ruin my Heaven, or every heaven is a lot more the man's power to imagine the details.

Those higher rise up guys, the money, or the power, or the hearing on those debates or the hearing faculty.  The political extremelist, or the head injury, or the X-ray, and then pay the money with the cards, how much is in it....pay the next month bill. A nice girl meaning they will never open those mail....never opens and understand what the man is really made of.

You limit the guy's freedom, they rebel, or they do on purpose, or they control your life as if theirs never need the control, they are highly rebellious because they didn't think the world has an order, and all that. As a girl you wish they be smart, in every life building block to be solid, but no exhibit that if not saying the self ruined so less the brain power at least now....its the eyesight left, to turn their eyeball a bit, left seeing the right, "If the people outsider seeing me moving my head normal, they think my inside is correct. right?" - the alcoholic.




I told them I don't get married last year long time ago, it won't matter which of them, its just an interface wall, not the coffee shop sitting next by next. I have a heaven literally show-up issues, they have their own Ireland be home, happy villege worlds like the movie. It makes them happy.....

I wish the world to be perfect, but the outside, you know the zero doesn't count? In the capitalism, all that is......the privacy protected, that is very very psycho if the Heaven above world, or the animals world, just one human tape in to find out per transaction, its super horror, you find out that one person how he ought to be. I cannot go away from the Animal Kingdom, it was never that vivid to be saying.....we demonstrate that right at the Youtube, the in-line world. 

On my roof, that is....someone else's balcony or how the white clouds to rain and all that.

You are outside? 


I am not watching it anymore. I have no idea I have the tears inside my eyes....


They suppose to be 100% assure me, they are not living on the street somewhere, to be honest !!! You as a lady, not you are on those business talk, where they go and shake hands with the company, regularly for 25-30 years, all of them at least 5 or 6 Boybands.

I have more reality what if .....and when I am not done, to believe I am that I AM, that is not tolerable, they gonna tell me something I faint the last day.


"What if I HAVE a son."  Do they mean,  "What if I HAVE A BROTHER?" getting married with an economic professor !!!!


You wish people to be dead, when they all trying to be MY SON.

Trying to act up correctly when the Heaven shows up, I actually want to tell them each of them, LOUD AND SOUND.

But I don't say those things. Stand looks like you standing, sit like you are sitting, or eat like you are enjoy a 5 Star hotel meal, or stay indoor, to sleep and wake up and eat. I am trying to believe that is all they ever did in their life, other than....what was I heard from Zawanna they are what?


My father used to....No one teaches him in life.

So ....I imagine they are higher education world as Shane and Nicky ! I did wish them either side well. Shane and Mark, or Kian and Nicky, or Shane and Nicky, or Kian and Shane. I cannot understand all that.

The reason why they thought I lean on them a tiny bit? It will NEVER be the last day of their life, they do what marraige and drop the economic statues by half ! There is a HEAVEN show up reason, and those zero are unaccountable !!!!!   I am so wish their brain IQ is intact.....


With the kids

You always have to wipe their mouth, wipe their microphone, or wipe their seat, or the leather seat. The handle, the door knob all that wiping to wait in home to feel horror !

That reality is not right now, so I won't even bother to even GET CLOSE to imagine that right now. My brain....cannot take it.


If Hugh lives here?

Yesterday you realize? Just one winter I guess....


Did you call your husband and your son?

Their meal is now or yours?


They live in Ireland and they be happy in Ireland. We have the Earthquake, so....Hugh's plan always change with that Olivia. But they are WAY WAY WAY younger. You all age what? Like the book says, I am guessing....but they will be younger, too.

For Ireland to get near America, its one Ronan's his only jobs, maybe all that is not helping him, they all knowing that in this one lifetime.

For Hugh and Olivia or their behind to get near you all Royal, they are just 1 of them, that Prince William get near he figures it out, or his father or all the IT department those 1 million staffs. His family sibling or the parents deal with the land all together.


I need my floor mop, the floor mat hair get rid of, my water sink, my facet shower, or those replacement, and help my mother cleaning, or the door frame just 2 New Year + the Chinese New Year, I always seem to remember that, or the bathroom its 2 or 3 days something touch, something wipe, something washed. Many guys they live in their cursing words inside their brain all the time, or they lost their digital era like yesterday I specify those account. To WHEN a specific date of the Heaven if were showing it up, the animals are on the monitors through everyone's real life, too.

When each person is living on their own, other than saying the pairs.....the guys can be dirty and ruin they themselves on their own, or their own attention to the business wise is only that day, that month, that year. Meaning conducting a business sorting. 


On Earth, it might be a smoking room, or a cigar room, Hugh should go back home with or those sleek structure.

You know where I am? Everything looks darken and gloomy? 


I have every will, too.  As a person planning ahead, or seeing ahead, not because everyone else imagined if I EVER had a son or had a brother, and the last thing for me to stare at were not an economic professor and ....everything else I only know of !


Is Everything Okay?

My vision becoming worse and worsen every single day.

Shane becoming worse and worsen everyday, and the birds outside on rehearsal every day. You have a period coming now? 

When you grew up, someone talking to you that time, they are 2 old folks only, you were on the 11 oclock sitting toward the origin direction and they were at 3: 30 direction under the fluorescence light. You sorting the vegetable in your hands, what are those? You were the middle school, and that will be your 1st talking about the England Royal?

You are so tall now.


Yesterday I saw myself how my parents conceive me?! You mean I have no family ...that kinds of what if they all lying to me? We....if Hugh they finish whatever they are doing, and to settle those where the other Youtuber showing them, its a resident card, and then, we have an official clerk office here in the city. We don't look like after 1911, there is a government sounds, a post office those Tsunami country furniture? We are?!


Those would be the pacific islander drifting past, of the glittering ghost, if not for the Chinese they moving it down since the 19th century if THAT is what the movie telling you, I have no idea. The old time, no hygienic water toooooo hot.


No, I never talk to Shane ~ We are not....on my phone because they just went to the China tour 4 or 5 month ago after or before Hugh does, he got married and King says....what? and there is a Kian part, then every other stories he hides and seeks before you and the prince. I can only focus one or two thing England King ever says, to tell you the truth over he has the 1 million people staffs and I don't...

You are different than you used to, you know that?  So why don't you focus on that parts between the good and between the bad !!  You had a last name when you first coming out and how this all England were nothing but the political driven more than me, to by pass you and William at that time, or when his hair fallen, they find out why he cannot cope his jobs, or right now how he pokes his 2 eyes to stare at you....when he is no more acting drama club? You married to someone, he literally walking like that and you thought about the life sounding like that, or he had a reason doing that with his poking his 2 eyes with his fingers ? You and him relax a bit over no one from that England side should be here making any noise? 


You and George the only counts on his living and breathing, that Prince William, so when he does these how....his height and his weight to where his full head attention were not because 1 you 1 George to be near him or he tries to safeguard you 2 near near by, to far away when the kids learn how to grow up. That responsibility after that date is no more on YOU, you go nothing but him, and those guards can train him better, put him at sleep better at my command, or just not that not that not that, lay down, and rest.

Is he gonna forget you and George or the kids?

Maybe. 


You have a job to learn some ordering of the group food or that one day is almost like the inventory idea, or be on-time doing some of the things they putting you up to that British flag is better than where you used to think....and that alliance with American might happen, so there is a entry point to Asia through me right here or right now. In the future....or you re-settle yourself here, to doing this 9-5 resting and watching the kids grew up. You can always go to the bathroom, no make-up, rest, sleep, lay down, for almost you saying, no pressure, and using a 3C store to stay indoor and becoming better at your technology, no more running to smile to those you used to do that jobs

===> and THESE entire England military or upper whom near to put him at the resting mode and something they take their pride on IN ENGLAND, those flag inside the England or the parliament, its when THESE people can go home and join all that. 


As a women, just seclude better, indoor better, a very fix schedule put your mind better, rest better, wash better, sorting better, or that is with the personal staff or the assistant, you can treat yourself better, that bathroom, washing, resting, washing again. You don't think you gonna grow older to say passing an age. 

Seeing the doctor sometimes, if Hugh is here, you watching him somewhat. When you knowing your open your door, to close that door, its with a fix nap schedule, you will find out, you wish them vanish as soon as possible....


"My mother bought these fruits and snacks, so I drink some water and wait.....after the nap, a 2 cups water down .... I just wake up and drink and eat, and watching the movie. In any posture, or sitting or the pajamas ugly, too hot here....its my happy time. Just sleeping until next time I wake up ~~~"


Your natural body response its you wish he will never forget you. You as a girl, you want to control some of that, not being left....just remote orients, no more human talking to you. Nothing but the Youtuber business.

He needs to stand like he standing, something else if the American doesn't require to ligate, they will never need to put him on the jobs to be honest, wherever he puts his head right now with you in the picture, RIGHT NOW.


The last thing he needs, Kate, its he uses you by pass those guards, seriously.....whatever he has the mind to believe how much you love him, including to go to those drag queen show ever....to believe what? Believe in love like his mother ! Austin has every intention of any kind, just another excuse of every imperfection.

If that is Shane, I just leave ! I have no idea what that is.

You ever heard those talking like, "People like that....has every intention to do bad than to do good. "

You ever heard those things?


You don't question people why they tell you to leave, you just trust them ! Treat yourself nicer, you don't need to be part of any of that running in and running out again. Having the time for you yourself and your kids. The kids need their parents, like Tina's kids. But she is like that, and my mother is like that, so I am here.....to doing things probably not anything particular clear, other than me just going to sleep.

To be sad and to be that useful in life.


You don't run about, so whenever he is ready for anything future, the funny things....you never notice him that much before, the first person he needs to call IS YOU? You believe those lies?

You only have one job, Kate. Til that years come....that date, whatever your full potential or the full strength, your mind, your physical health is the strongest, to keep him minimize whatever he puts his mind to. You can safeguard your kids, and that last strength to put him correctly, you work on yourself the best physical until that time, your best mindset, whatever you believe that is real or not real, you understand?


Something vision about my mother and my brother

Its worsen and worsen.....she what, that insurance policy, and my brother lives on the street that time after the Thanksgiving...

Twilight?


Hey tomorrow typhoon day? Its on the news, every food purchasing...

Wedn arrives, tomorrow you have 1 more day to stack up? You have a room temperature goods to purchase, so you can always snack on. The banana or those 芭蕉 (not the super smaller one, those are not tasty). 芭蕉 is cheaper and its tasty. That will be the room temperature? Yes!

You take Olivia to shop?! You have the security or the staffs? The fruits vendor, or you all not actually coming it down to live where Hugh gone to? The military.


You know what that was back then, until me and this nick stuffs?

That one old man and you, what if? Then? You get fat and get old wrinkle, and becoming the business running for that new brand kid look, and you never leave home, so you glue on those family and he will die, and she will die, too. You trust them, they were your only 2 family member. Imagine....that nick...and those bad human like Eben or Craig, all those name where the bad human all supposed to look like and sounding like?


That was before I talked, isn't it?

And one day...many length of time pass, what if I am not I am?

England only has a certain belief in their personality, so those things will never happen to the equality of that many society. At least it will never that, that is what you wish to talk about it?  You finding it out through those talk with them, or? I never thought about it, of course not. 

I stay online, you wasn't? Now its me and my mother, my look-to-be. That is such a point of reference on the road every single day, on that every road.....I mentioned that? Me alone or with her best !  How I ever sound like, think like, see like....imagine like ! I never so be aware now.....


If or when nick died......I feel volunerable and he cannot talk much, so I don't know how to leave, and cried, sorry, weep with per drop of my tears ! I pack or not leaving, or cry and cry in Canada. That is one thing good about America or Canada or England, those things should not happen ! With those height people.....

To that everyday I weep, or I look sad, but I so wish he dead, but I have no back end road...so looking for another told thing he ever says? The old man always pave the road like he imagine his IQ problems, or every words was the handicap....between the goodness and bad, he yield to that life force and gone, so I got left behind, what happened next? I go by my judgement how I live and die.....never washing so many things before, I cannot custom to the new jobs, no matter that is good or bad, someone is yelling at me. They were the 2 mild human, never scream at me like the family. The brand new environment was nothing but yelling. 

The next stage, but one thing for sure, you were never told anything....so you cannot tell them anything, its in your personality, so you never got told too many things.


Now?

You like about a guy, that you married to, why don't you wait on him to talk? He never talks, you all never discuss, leave.


You left all that world to come here, you thought about 1 person living with the kid, for the rest of your life, no more other human face other than they are? Calm down them? Educate them, and find them the tutors? Having the baby sitter and having the tutors in that 3 kids, 3 different growing up stage, its every word they register inside their brain with the tutors, or the textbook, you watching them to grow up right?

You learning the Welsh like the newspaper says, or English is not your primary langauge? You will go into the events but are you ready, to just be happy....the time simple, the resting and washing simple, to get up less simple to reach the bathroom, so you can hydrate better, preserve your face, or your skin, or scanning through anything online safely away from the palace, you have the youtuber, you can storage the keyword, or finding the things you like to do. No more running life, just the kids and the tutor's every words studying inside their head life.

Why don't you focus on that life, so your 9-5 is all freedom, just go to sleep, lay down, on the Pc, from that desk to the bathroom to the food and hydrate and go to the bathroom. That routine when you find out fix + 3 kids, that is the only face will glue on you, get near to you......you never thought about that life?

Calm them down, and calm you down, every stage in life, you treat yourself with the less noise, so at the important venue events, you are ready !  You have more language, you are more rested, and you find out you can relax and be lazy a bit.....you aging too, to prepare that life growing old parts !

Your health, your physical aging body heat, or the diets, or the juice part. You research on the vitamin, and give them that concept and the langauge, you practice on they taking care of their mental health, their physical strength, and through that every weather, they know that God always be with them?


I will never have a kid ! 


What?

Inside your brain would be: the boyband actually believes me, not seeing you like, or seeing me like?

In my sleeping, it was how bad the boyband really are. 


I write next post.

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