Your mind going up and down, and your skin start to get old and wrinkle. It didn't happen in the first life because that world is different on the aging part. How agony I had.
You didn't change that bubbling, or the attention deficit but most people cannot see that. You told the lie on the TV how much these people bugging you, so right now that life will boil down to one person, the rest she deals with it. You can get rid of your pet if I were you. That colder air of the BTX ending whichever that song to Ella Enchanted, you go first.
None of the UB are listening, they are still enjoying this Ella Enchanted. So will be your successor.
You say....you always been a rigid person and the personality over a certain thing. Its not like that TV portrait that the mother, but it would be seem this way, boring and dull, and maybe even lecturing meaning nagging. I love doing that. You might always know that.
I don't want to be seen in like that, but the TV portrait me and you, and you might be watching this time hundred times. It hurts me to be seen in whichever way I cannot manipulate or controlling. None of that are the spiritual guideline someone should have behave, its not noble.
I just wish you to know, right now all this time is left to meditation and just one you issue. You will see a lot of the people, all this time where you been in your life, I take how many years if I remain will be besides you. This movie or TV or the reality doesn't really need them support whichever the internal characters, but I believe the organization or the personal staffs all this has a set up, I can tell you how I feel all this time. Between fair and not fair. Out of my will most of time and I do not accept those will.
You say..... Life is not a motion picture to tell a slow story. We have an organization to run and you gonna stay there a long time until you gonna one day to do this with another person. I am not jailed but I am doing this as if I am, for you, and for this organization and I am aging old. I never really knowing what that means for the organization once a lot of the voice die down, its where it might ring your bell at your ears right now. How do you like so many people around? I let them all go now. I used to say I hate it. Probably just Quan Yin that I need a lot more peaceful time, and right now I am getting my wish and wants, so I focus on that, and walking a lot more in the wild for my health and take some of the more care for to live long time. I delicate to do that, unless you wish me to tell you that part.
I want to tell you that, I get some help that I wasn't lean on without people's support to get this far, some are the fix idea I told you, but some others are exactly like the movie, that supports were almost every step the way for about 10 years. Its a little shameful, because I am not going to do that for you, other than the organization internal things, if you ask me. The world external outside, you have to be on your own. That a lot of the supporters aging, or too long, or too wane down, they find their time doing their own things, its 40 years almost we hanging on this development in the world. I wish you to know that, its not everything easy and seem smooth. I don't always doing the best for saying I expect you to do what in the world but you can ask me.
I think this is long enough you re-write, or you read it with the voice out, first you smooth yourself out inside. You may not need to read to her if you don't want to. At least you feeling that settlement of that part of your feeling, you understand this. There is a way doing this.
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