Walking Left

The sneaker footprint on my sky cloud.

Left Left Left (kitchen)

My balcony, left side: few                 right side: a lot of the footprint Timberland sneakers Charlies Angel.

Can you just lay there 6 months, don't move?

Can you look up not 360 degree rotating your head? You were a baby had that, you at least sleep down 3 to 6 months. You exercise inside your fitness room inside where your father can see you. Not walking outside, here Y or Mark, any of that. 

You know what is a baby looking up having a soul 360 degree turn? 

Can you start by like the baby stage 3 years, how to walk by per footstep right?

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All put that far away, right now, how to do your per walk per footstep in those tall ceiling, walking the stair, per holding that rim, hold it !! Someone always wipe it, you tell them, you need to walk slowly, some maid behind to keep wiping that. 

You go inside your room, wash your hand, so you can touch your face.

Or you washing your eyes, your mouth, your nose, put some creme if your skin irritate, and then lay down. Drink some water boiled water, and lay down. Keep going to the bathroom. 6 months, that is all you ever do, You go to sleep. 

                                                                              Hugh

                                                                               Right, inside near the nose that eye brow

                                                                               Right, eye bag

                                                                                Nose below that 2 line

                                                                                Jaw bone tip, not below the lip, below the lowest bone.

                                                                                 Left side that collar bone, (only 2 pointing)

                                                                                  Left breast, side ribs

                                                                                  Left first index finger the first knuckle.

10 times taping 2 finger, each  Hitting it hard. I don't know if that is before he dreams, or he just takes a test, or he just puts more creme on his head behind, and he collapses. His head is swollen, you had less of that. 

Yesterday I think I wrote right on the left side collar bone, try it again.

Sometimes you let the enegetic side takes some works, and you gradually YOU, wait another 6 months doing this. Just lay down, how to walk per step, 6 months !

Your grandmom's walker is free.

I am checking ! Your hands are shaking, the hot water aggravated, or the overall body is better, your hand fingers, if ???

No, I don't look that details. Everyday I watch about once in the morning.

No, I remember.

Your head got screaming it for 40 years, you know that?

You built up your mind, but you know you are a psycho, or you know you can read in English, and do the math a bit, that is after 1 months, you try with the books, that time, or these 2 days, you gonna forget this lady or Riley?

Your head is carried an engine, and you have to control your 10 fingers, and warming your 4 limbs, how to walk per step, 6 months, you have a lot of the things to re-built. Re-built a mind, like Eben !

You can stop praying.

Why? Your current head is suspending in the air, hanging on the air, your head. You think its quiet down, not you are done your engine to shut that off like Hugh, both together. So you try 6 months to 1 year, just walking fine, oriented your head raise up, turn left, turn right, walking on the stairs, be careful, its inside your mansion, you keep walking. You exercise, no more chatting sound on your immediate "right side". You know what's an immediate right side so loud so loud so loud, and unperiodic means? You got threaten every step the way.

Conscious and unconscious. 

You will be describing at your ear drum. You know where is your ear drum? Your cotton damp some water, clean your right ear. You touch something too deep, that will get to the ear drum.

You can breath? 

Breath 5 time, heavy inhale the air up to your nose, to your head. Anything?

You sleep 1 week - 2 weeks. Another 2 weeks, another 3 months to 6 months.

Do you want to walk a bit in your room, straight up, look up, sneeze your nose. You literally cried, then clean your nose. Bring some tissues boxes near the table. 

You feel better she is around? You ate? 

Your vision.....is that "blurry" you off your eyes glasses? No, it doesn't need to be crispy clear, but you are "blurry" heavy, your head tension. You try without the eye glasses, walking out of that ceiling looking up, she is there. You feel fine? 

You gonna live like that for the rest of your life, you feel fine? Keep your head up, looking up? You feel fine, without the eye glasses?  Your tear coming it down?

You will be fine, you like your massage chair? It hugs you a bit? Get a blanket? Not in your room? Can they move that in your room? It goes down behind you lay down, right? Without the eye glasses. How do you feel, if you lay on it, you have the support, looking up?

Open your eyes, close your eyes?  Are you scared?  You have to live like that for the 6 months, walking starting from the baby step.

No, nothing there, but are you scared, looking up, your head down at your chair.

You practice that on your massage chair. You walking outside on your stair, per step walking, your head has to turn left and right. Putting a cotton bar inside wet, and dry. And every time you doing that, not you tears coming it down. 

Psycho means I cannot read or I cannot do the math?

Can you just wait 6 months, you got them near by you. NOT now, you have a head engine, and you have this tension eye glasses on you all the time, you gonna faint without the eye glasses looking up, so hold it tight on your massage chair when you feel scared. Practice, make a routine everyday.

Today she is there

Tomorrow night, you wish she be there? Then you call her tomorrow night.

But in the morning, Riley comes in....you have per day schedule, or you telling him, you dizzy, or you cannot walking baby step, you have to tell him?

Okay, you go and talk to her. Then you go to sleep. Tomorrow you talk to Riley, or you text him tonight.

"I talked to her tonight. Tomorrow morning you can come in a little bit later. I might need my grandmom's walker for sometimes, you have it? or can you ask for me? I ate something, I gonna go to sleep. Maybe I think a bit before I sleep, tomorrow I think what to tell you. "

Yeah, go to rest.

Its my Sunday, I rest, too.