Crying part ....

Lay down, go to sleep. One night good sleep, to all of you, its a brand new start in life.

" If you can get the compensate, its just a try out, no one says that whole thing will disappear...."(crying)

What whole thing all disappeared? You are busy, why don't you keep your mind for a week, not to think about it. Get some sleep for 7 days, the rest next week to talk about it.