Song

Usually I check it in the morning.

I went to sleep, went back to sleep. Since Kate shows up, my arm and my stomach...this things I ate a little more different food, so I have to apply the medicine on it. And I just kept sleeping. All these songs, its on the right of your head, you have to turn around your sitting or standing that right side space up brain. Inside. When you shut that off, I could see it more clear, its not as severe.

You have something else, Will. Your chest deep diver. It may not be as severe. You all done this panda hanging. it will help your brain's all chemical, shake it a little bit, the blood flood.

Right, LoRT that guy cried.

Mark song for that Amazing Spider man is outside my sky. You and Kate is crying from England to Korea / Japan here. Not the whole sky. Just lower degree, on the top would be one same color cloud, not very cloudy. No, nothing dark now. He is a bit woozy cloudy congregated.

You know the crying clouds look like?

4 season in agriculture, if you look at it, the sky will rain, those clouds?

Horse.....right. They sent in this video sometimes. I have too many animal subscription. You all have to check all that one by one. 

That is fine, crying is relief a lot of the emotional trauma, all your life. You do that 60 years old, or you doing that before you reaching the 40 years old. 

The panda has some of those shaking trembling like epilepsy. Your body, your arm.

No, I don't know. You have to be stressful seeing your friends, talking to them, wearing your Micky Mouse black earphone? You just want to see them okay, or this is the things you had something going on to ask them? You cannot just lay there for 3 months to 6 months?

2 days ago

Olivia, you ask them if they want to come in here....these facility to see how she is doing. Her name in that Movie: Faster, yesterday. You know she had an issue, right? Not just talking garbage other than.  Can you just leave them to the professional people to do their own things, and you stop everything in your life to get edgy, seeing more people and have that earphone or something traveling, other than you sleeping in your room, the bed, the showering, the sink, and stay in the bed?

Can you put away all those phone? Focus on your own head science.

Your text message.

Do you tell them you have some epilepsy? NOW.

Your left side arm, to your left shoulder up.

I said RIGHT.  I always say the right side.

Your right side of the brain is your left side of the body

That is the science laws, right? You didn't need to study the book.

Your right side of the brain =  the left side of the arm.

You call them, NOW.

Your finger is at the end of the arms, Draco does those 2 hands. If one hand stop trembling, that is not the arm issue, right? Its just NOW issue, right?

What if one hand stop trembling, that is not epilepsy, right?

You mean your survival instinct is no more than your IQ, that?! Do you tell them, you think your hands will go, too? All have to go, now?! 

In the morning, your metabolism will be the strongest, so a lot of the things is Day Time energized, the women's period is worse in the day time. It got triggered. 

If that is worsen, they still take you to the hospital, everything ended !

The colon laxatives, you mean you lie to them.

One hand goes then?

We fix another hand, then.

But that is not Eben's that says?

You know what the wall says?!

If they know I have this epilepsy and then its from one side the brain to ....

Another side of ...

Right, so ....you see.

(I open the video)

THUT from right side of the brain to the left side....and THUT is not your name?

DO YOU HAVE A Epilepsy yesterday afternoon where the panda's video Chinese says? YOU NEED TO TELL THEM. You have a calm needles for that? That is for your hand, not for your arm, or you know where to inject at your arm. OR YOU imagine ALL THAT?

Does that happen before....you never told them? You know how to do that in your own room? So it did happen, not just your both hands conditioned? Its the arm like 

I Robot

I Am LEGAND

These things to say YOUR first Christmas, to? Keep those.

Did you tell them you weekly needs to those antidote, they have to re-fill them? Today you ran out, did they put the stock back in? NOW.

I think if I fix my brain, a lot of these things can be fix right?

Its outside of your physical brain, outside the skull. None of this is inside your brain those structure. No one touches that.

Right, I mean if we kill them, we have to open the skull structure, those hard surface to drill a hole and take them out, those are very expensive, but you see, if my arm stays like this, and in the future, someone had asked me.....i can tell them my head is broken, so none of us has to end up in the jail. Because I think, if we flip this sheet. And we drew ....a different wire 

Circuit.

Route....you see, from here to there, 420 to 11 oclock, this is exactly what I need.

You mean you have a leg issue, too?

A little bit.

When you staying in your room, you figure it out all that in the last few days were not in the cave confinement, do you tell your father, you figure it out inside your room better?

Nope.

Tomorrow morning, you better tell the first thing when he woke up. Your route maps here, we don't know how to use Eben's wall, and you know. 

(Snipe) What if they fix everything?

I can get on my life better when you turn yourself just one condition less, we thought it was the audio parts, so even if your 2 hands wiggling staying, you already hands on the mobile games. You do controlling it better.

Now you can fix 1 and 2 green ghost thing, and then 3 on your arm + 1 hand, if we get lucky.

4 on your leg, if they know that is the circuit. Without touching any of the "drilling hole" procedure. It save a lot of the expense, and by Christmas, that is still 1 month now. Every one in the palace knowing you have 4 things conditioned disappeared, just 

without knowing, the news, or the hospital visits, or the hospital bill.

Vanished !

And you are here arguing with me, WHAT IF ALL things vanished?  Its not even a week, we take one condition to say 1 month, you rest, you sleep, you just get better slowly with your walker, too. 4 conditions will say 6 months, no one rush you ....You want to keep this thing FOR CHRISTMAS?

You sleeping on the right side of the bed seeing side way right, on your device on what? 

That Eben looking like friend, one night staying with you? 17 yr Eben?

You are down at your spirit, you are sad. No one rush you in this thing, so you figure it out your own invention based on the Eben's Wall NYC?

You scared of your own invention, that kind? 

No, tell them.

Are you scared of your own discovery route map (the circuit) on this Eben's wall in Mummies (2023)?

It was ...

It was very easy. I don't even need to get a helicopter anymore for this emergency landing all that, not even............for myself anymore. So I can just be the prince of myself without stepping out of the palace.

(crying)

I can no longer flying above the air to imagine I am....(out burst cried loud)

Your father talk

You want to sit? Can you stand, you tell him?

Your left hand is static, none moving.

Your right hand is? Wiggling somewhat.

Your legs, can you stand?

You didn't tell him your hands, you didn't tell him your legs? He left?

No, did you inject yourself in the afternoon, that is the antidote. Not at your own head near the ear. Tomorrow you tell the lady.

 ( Your father talks to you, my mother have this organization chart, yesterday and today. )

Go to sleep, both of you.

Hugh I don't know where he is....his father probably tells him Japan. The PM just had a car accident hitting something that day about 2 days ago, too.

My sister has to move in 1 week.

Near, just walking down stair, they broke up. Michael.

My mother hears Tina's emotional problems. Breaking up, after she got that dog.

My brother wants her to go more fitness plan all that. I have to tell her something. No, Joshua's name?! She is very very very busy yesterday and today, probably til Sunday something. Go go go every morning shopping, so I have to watch some of that. She mops the floor, I said, "Do you wash your hands?"  Those very details things. The time schedule !

Not too tired, so she gonna stay there long hours. 9

I eat the green the last 2 days. The Green.

And when Will's head.....the vegan cheese patch patch......I only ate 1 side.

You say...

Sep on through the archive, I want these prints-out, leave it on the side. I read it when I can. 

No music, maybe no phone, no Word documents, to keep my inner peace, I really want to heal this to make some efforts in it. You want to promise your father that, but nothing too....accord has happened in between the past and now. 

You find out a certain thing ....  (    I found out a certain thing.   )

There are a lot of the things I thought about.

Mariah Carrie sings Hero, you know her?

So 98 Degree is another boyband in those time, other than Westlife, and there is the Backstreet Boy and NSYNC. We both doing the medical idea of carrying the dead people, other than ourselves....or for our family. We all watching a very similar movie or alike.

Like ........ (1) (2) (3)...you know those Annie Hallaway, and Hugh likes those certain movie she talks about it. So I went out that day after the cage-in, I want to ask them something and I did. I probably planned that in my head before, my father doesn't really care about these thing, but it was in my head this whole time, what if.....and then this is what I will do in life.

She says....like the bill how to, or run to, Hugh has to leave? I don't know to Japan, so one of those things he probably has to settle for Olivia there, right? Or he goes in, too? The expense of those, not all that, but the things bothers me when being with a girl, of every front yard scene to back yards good to buy, and my head / my hair how to wash, or those upper tension, she is serious doing this per inches square thing to relief, and what if....

There is too many of this what if....and the afternoon came.....then later I kept laying it down there. I thought.....or I drew, in case I got sent in, all that heart up or down. Too many thoughts about.....what if I will get well. "It cannot be", I will tell you I am more sad, or believer for any of this yellow tablet drop in the water, and that is the yellow color fluid, those talk. 

I panic, or saying too many running in and out of the palace. That day....in the ambulance. I sleep there, like this is not one week.

She didn't even ask someone, she will finish that thing 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 to 10.....I didn't know her personality like that. She didn't even hesitate to talk about or discuss, like to my father at least she asked him, or delay or any Vola moment on the blogger, she didn't care if that is right or wrong, or she is so sure about that.....becoming a TV script, and those songs.

People cried, you know?!

Cry 1, cry 2, cry 3

Cry 1

Cry 2

Cry 3

"I had those freeze, seisure moment in my past, I doing thing like one night to run off the castle life, so I drag you in, and today is the busy week gone by, I decide to text message you."

"I cannot possibly explain but it probably hurts me more, and hurts you, I usually have no one comes to my room, that kinds of the hurt, seriously. The real life, not like that. "

"I have to wash off everything in my room. You know how that goes."

"You look like someone, so they probably want to insert you in the conversation somewhat, and you probably freak out I would do things out of the blue, of everything else upside down, I don't go by that kinds of the order, or every strange moment, its another order, and I did do those things in my life. That day I live on the internal terminal places. That is how you should feel, or I feel. So at least I tell you. Its a ...roughly terminal place."

 

 "I wasn't to be that honest, that is why. So you okay that day, you gone home? Can you message me next time, every degree if this personal close relationship its me running out, and you stay where? You text me to tell me. "

"No, I to be honest, or I to be let out, or I let my attention split away.... probably all a stress factor to me. Probably they meant....I should tell them, and I never did. "

"I had some hearing piece problems, I stay inward a lot. Those being honesty issue, I didn't really want to talk about it."

"Yeah, my ear. I listen to the music most time, those inward personality issue, so I didn't talk about it anymore."

"No, just life in general. Do they fix it?  You mean my ear piece? The first time? No, I hearing fine you mean a week ago? Its just 5 days right? I am fine. No, those done or checked long time ago. I can hear fine now. " 

What does that means, you turn to your left side, face "Will", you?

Turn to right again? Sit up.

Can you check these floor? This is midnight !

Do you write them down, for a week, your mid-night floor, those 7 flat down makes you POWERFUL, they are all around your bed? Does these Green clouds inside your bathroom walking out of the closet those in the yellow light touching you in the mirror, or walking in front of your main door just entering, since you were a kid, or they were flying on the top?

ALL OF THAT?

Does it stop clearly? 

You don't tackle one problem at a time per month? We use 6 months?!

It will be before Christmas.......and? 2 days ago, there is a Christmas before.

Beating up the pillow means ....you go to sleep shut off the light, turn it on and off, your entire room, every floor check it? Mark it on your piece of the paper?

No, and no. 

Everything is a NO, right?

I thought about my life, its just one Christmas ......it didn't need to be today.

So does it happen now, its everyday? 

(Looking horror, looking down, hugging the pillow, zip a line mouth.)

It has to be this Christmas 1 month is now, you finish it, everyone can go to sleep before Christmas.

Tear on your right eyes, right finger touch, hugging a pillow. The eye glasses.

"I didn't think you will ever make it...these. Not everything got destroyed." (throw a pillow)

You document is to ensure everyone hears the same this guidelines in the future, including the military personal where you hold a title, everyone knows this is a protocol. Its a stern reason you put some words down, you don't forget. Every day of that 4 days or 5 days since the ambulance that night.

(hit that pillow)

curve up lips....

Then go to sleep, I have a news room, full of here. Kate finish chatting, or you too those? Get rest, you will get well soon.

Sleep !!!!! Have a good night ~