Your parents are dead, lady. No one talks to you about the life you living in. 你爸媽死了，小姐，所以沒有人告訴你你的人生怎麼活著

You plan something because the youth brought you some points, your own organization or the military youth, your life. 

你計畫一些事情因為年輕的小孩帶一些重點，你自己的團體或是軍事的年輕小孩，你的人生

When you know you cannot control anything in front of you, you given some input you back up some people's life, so everyone has this moving forward or moving backward options.

當你無法控制你前面的任何東西，你給予一些後備的假設前進或是後退的選擇

Right now, there is none.

現在，是什麼都沒有

You understand? 你聽的懂嗎 ?

It might be the very first time, you think for someone, or you plan something for your own life. So you talk about it with the doctor. This is the first time since 40 years ago.

這可能是你第一次你幫別人想，或是你計畫一些你自己的人生，所以你跟醫生說，這是你第一次人生四十年以來，做決定的事情