Your father will be like your grandmom knowing that similarity means.

Not your brother or your uncle.

He is the only one left to care you. No one else. Or that Nanny watching your drinking or eating …I got only one my mother. Nick didn’t care me as much. Our growing up environment is completely different. 

I didn’t really require to see human, I can tell you that. You comfortable means like not someone careless hurting you or hash things. My mother will not do that until that time, she has that side. Every parent do that to their kid, then that time they learn or they know. Money…so make the money and then distance from them. Get rid of them. They start to loose Poo or pee, if you have to handle them once, you will get very upset they are healthy no more. You get angry or you get very mad. They are dying. A lot of parents are dying already.

You just inquire the court if the system data, the Revolution girl means the BTX final equation. People make it in life be more happy, friends happy, live happy. It may not have a religion just the work ethic.

I can say what I see, not I am very very sure people go to hell how long if not forever. 

But most people you and me age, their parents have to go one day. 

I am not sure about me and Westlife. I never stop telling lies or go along with it. Not I am feeling great doing that. People many are not good … at least you stay that indoor, your one lifetime is clear. You are guessing people feel about you, but these people irrelevance to your life. I don’t see, I don’t hear, I don’t care. 

Those movies plot just forget about it. Those tribulation to sound heroic. Just health and be with your parents. They are the most lean to you, bent to you, hear you every says and get something done. It doesn’t mean it can last to hold your hand to die. 

You go picnic, go camping, go social, go to where you happy. Be free a little bit. When I can finish, I do that. Like don’t stay on the digital stuffs. Fresh air, seeing the sky. I have my age issues so that’s the Chinese Superstitious.

My parents don’t care about me. Sometimes it’s the kids never give them a lean excuse. Tina or Pang needs them. But they are conditioned.

But right, she will be the last 2 faces look recognizable and familiar. Not my father.

I think they say, if you have the money, you can just live with your doctor. Just anything to go and be familiar with the face. Sometimes you wish it’s someone you see still in the world, like my home here TV cartoon, speaking the Chinese. I never watch Conan before. I feel comferting that time.

I think parliament or the congress can confirm what I see…. Those stuffs people kneel stuffs. None of that is my thought. I seen it. A normal human would never see those magnitude to kneel, a normal human grows up on the block, so I have never thought that. You ask the parliament. I see it many time.

1. Medical insurance 

2. Weight

3. Health and vitamin 

4. People like good friends. Asian … my mother believes those things.

5. BTX final equation. Find out.

6. Write books.

7. Some people care love, a guy or a girl.

8. You go to your church sometimes.

9. See the doctors more regularly.

10. Retire at 65. They say.

I tell you all true things. These 10.

I don’t really like I am the only human here…but I got too tired to think for people’s exit way. I will find a way I can live and breathe life. Currently I am….I don’t know where I am.

For that reason, I wish them to stop. But they haven’t. 

I guess if true, they will inform me. I personally don’t get jealous like her any human has a religion or not. I don’t care about the human to every degree you freedom just get out of my sight. I born too long, I don’t like the human. Not association, not friendship, not friendly.

When I was born growing up, I don’t keep a face. They become their own circle. It becomes a disastrous scene when I get back. 

I got too many things I know, so…I don’t know anymore starting from where to lawsuit, for my own right to be honest. Too many too much. They have to beg me, we are not equal….but it’s the modern law. Not sure…when the mood gets better, I figure it out. I have no word to describe all of this at all.

Not at all.

I go to sleep.