Harry Potter is next - the Goblet of the Fires.

I still feel very agitate in front of my chest to watch these movies.

I feel I was affected by these real living experience when I lay down on the bed, let's say you entering the shadow to extract some of the materials, and then coming back to see the real movies. Because one of the body response is real. And when I gone to the real life scene, I seeing some of this display also real, I got frighten up. Still very affected to me.

So when I told you how Babaji uses that saying, if I didn't tell you, its a lot of the down time makes feel the life has no hope. That is real. That is how real my life feeling like that. 

Do they ever make me feel to let go my life? 

Another Babaji he has the power too. I think that was what happened 2018-2020. That time I didn't have to know anything from the local here Taiwan or all around politics activities, only just deal upon the things inside my head that time, the shadow I don't know if this time that is what we will be dealing with. But if someone from the classify higher ground would tell the Truth, I got hurt badly.

I hold on tightly. It was because I seeing some of the military clothing, I cannot leave. So I know its like that. But when I moving around here that time I gain a lot more weight, I really need to slim down to where I used to be, I think the people to keep the appearance will help in life. But it was just 2 of us the life here. 

I feel a little bit dying parts inside me. I got no connection to any kind of the friends. 

I guess I would understand why they put MD 6+2, just even one of them to understand how hard I been through, I feel like even one friend I can talk to. If that is where the higher ground fo the medicine, I cannot open my mouth to talk through. They were more personal in my life. 

But it would never happen.

Now, I talk a little bit.

I feel some of the tension disappeared, is this what you want to hear? 

Inside the shadow, its where you sink under your consciousness to access this knowing words, or image, or whichever you be told things. Inside that sunk feeling, its almost you saying if you realize that deep sea, if you struggle, you sunk, no one will save you. That entire ocean water its too big, too wide, too far remote to the human civilization, no one will save you. So when I get near the ocean, I will tell you, I got very frighten.

I feel a lot of these court room drama, to where you can do the right things, but you choose your own argument maybe SMCH too. At least that is what I was told, those things can be hell, and I got frighten by that seeing the people waiting to go to hell many times. I don't know the outside people can coming in, at least be decent enough to tell you, all those things do happen.

When the guys come around, let's say I told you that is by force, and just look like the otter did. physically speaking, I still feel being cuddle is one of the human affection being shield me how to further on life. So I didn't really insist to go away the guy's world. I feel the total population of the guy's and the girl's is made differently. 

Its very decent the guys they come around. Their magnetic is totally different from the girls, so when I was saying being with Zawanna or Ancient Chasez this guy together, I feel being protected. I did feel these entire time frames.

When the telepathy, very basic to be able to talk to them, its not I disrespect to ask them any question. In fact, I never really ask them unless its very urgent. This world if I just type and seeing the monitor, I just be what I am talking normally. 

I feel

I feel me and the humanity didn't end here. Let's me going to the court room, and we talk about the court room paper, that is one thing we sorting all that, with the personnel here or there. But I don't feel me and the humanity ends. But I don't know what it is.

I know the TV fame China or America these are behind, so I didn't demand that.

I just don't know what it is. As if this is one of the demanding things I ought to talk to the humanity for, and I don't know what it is. 

I feel strange though. Because a lot of your classify materials are to do with me, and all around me. If I leave the humanity, that is not right, and I feel there is the humanity that surrounded me, my life is not it. 

Not just me and my mother life here. 

If its just me and her life, I feel dying out, correct.