I would say, just that 10 years if you doing these cases or 5 years, stop seeing a Judge would be best.

When you seeing the righteous and justice people, you like them.

You wish you have a friend sound like them, talk like them, verbalize like them. You mix up. You finding the good people in the real world zone, and in term makes you realize, inside your life, you have not even one quality person in your entire whole life, waiting....false things, and later you end up all in the hell.